Jealous • L.S

Chapter 2

[Louis's POV]

I'm kinda sad because It's obvious that Harry is not into guys, I mean he didn't mentioned anything about his sexuality but he doesn't look like someone who is gay.

It's Saturday and I don't want to leave my bed, it's all warm and soft, but I'm hungry so I stand up and make myself some breakfast. I make bacon and eggs for breakfast. While I'm eating I think about Harry and how pretty he is. Actually thinking about him is all I did the last week. Which isn't good, I can't concentrate on studying and my grades are getting worse and worse. I want to talk to someone about all of this maybe Liam and Niall can help me. So I decide to call them and invite them to come over.

10 minutes later my doorbell rings. I quickly put the dishes in the sink and run to the door to open it for them.
"Hey Lou, how are you mate?" Liam asks me.

"Oh well I actually wanted to talk to you guys about something," there is a pause then I start to speak again. "Actually someone.." I say looking at the groung, my cheeks already red from the thought of Harry.

They know I'm gay and they're okay with it and I'm really happy about it. I lost many friends because they thought I was weird because of my sexuality. So I can talk to them about this kind of stuff without any problem.

"Yeah sure you can always talk to us about everything ."Niall says and gives me a smile.

I go to the sofa and they follow behind, when we sit on the sofa I start to speak.
"Ok so you know the new boy in school?"

"Yeah, Harry right? Just to be clear." Liam says and Niall looks at me confused.
"Right but you know that I don't like new students as well."
"Yeahhh" Liam and Niall look at me waiting to speak up again.
"So the problem is...ehm uhhh I might or might not like him..alot. All I did this week was think about how pretty and handsome he is and his deep beautiful voice is just killing me and also my grades aren't the best right now."
The last part came out more as a whisper.Liam and Niall stare at me for like 5 seconds not knowing what to say but then Niall finally speaks.
"Ok if you like him do something about it. Maybe invite him over and play Fifa or something like that, do something fun."
"No way, I can't even speak with him without stuttering or look at him without smiling and I really don't want him to know that I'm gay and I like him! He'll hate me!"

"No he won't. He seems to be a nice guy." Niall says.
"I don't know guys..I'm just scared I mean I did lose so many people when they found out I was gay and I really don't wanna lose Harry." I say already on the verge of crying.
"Shh it'll be fine just tell him and if he leaves you then it means he's not worth it." Liam says but then Niall adds, "You wouldn't lose him, he would lose you!" He snaps his fingers and we all start laughing.
"Thanks guys I don't know what I would do without you!" I say and we all hug. Then Niall speaks up.
"Let's play Fifa! We haven't played that in ages!"
"I'd love to!"Liam says excited.

After 3 hours of playing Fifa we fall asleep. Niall and Me on the couch and Liam on the floor.

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