Jealous • L.S

Chapter 9

Haven't updated in ages.. not that u care tho 😂
Enjoy I guess lol
Ps: dedication to EllyStoimenova this bitch (my best friend) started reading my story 😂 it's hella embarrassing! love u tho!

[Harry's POV]

"Harry...I umm...wanted to ask you why you ran away today." Louis says and looks at the floor for a second, then back at me.
"Louis I'm really not in the mood to talk about it now! You can play with my feelings tomorrow but just leave me alone today." I say.
"What do you mean play with your feelings?! I'm not playing with your feelings!" He says and looks at me with a disappointed look.
"Yes you are Louis! why are you with Eleanor after we kissed? Didn't it meant something?!" I say trying not to cry.
"Harry I'm....I'm not gay! And I'm happy with Eleanor now why can't you accept that?" He says.
"Yeah I see...you're happy with Eleanor now. So I'll let you be happy. Bye Louis it was nice talking to you." I say and slam the door shut. I lock it and run upstairs to my room. The rest of the night I spend crying over Louis and thinking about life. I can't belive he said that he is happy with Eleanor! And that he's not gay. Why did we kissed then. He is just so complicated ugh! One time we kiss and on the next day he acts like nothing happened and kisses another girl! Maybe I have to move on...it was just a mistake, a really big mistake!

On Saturday

"Oh shit where's the alarm clock? I need to stop this shit! It's so loud ugh." I groan and keep on searching for it so I can stop it. Here it is under my bed! I take it and turn it off.
I always forget to turn if off for the weekend. I go back under the warm blankets. I have nothing planned for today. Maybe I'll text Zayn to come over so we can hang out. I take my phone and write him a message:

Harry: Hi Zayn wanna hang out today? (:

In about 2 minutes I received a message. From Zayn.

Zayn: sure why not I'll come over at 15:00 is that ok for u?

Harry: yeah sure I'm waiting for you

Zayn: yeah sure bye

Harry: bye (:

I put my phone on the bed and get up to make myself breakfast. My parents are working the whole day which means I can do what I want to do and that I have the whole house to myself for the whole day. I open the fridge to see if there is something to eat because I'm too lazy to do it myself. I just take the cereal out and eat it like it is.

When I'm finished eating I go to the couch and watch a movie and series after 2 hours of watching random series I feel my eyes closing slowly.
When I wake up I rub my eyes and unlock my phone to see the time. It's almost 15:00 wow Zayn will be there in a few minutes!

Finally the doorbell rings I slowly go up from the couch, make my way to the door and open it for Zayn.
"Hi emmm Harry why are you still in your pjs". Zayn says and laughs. I look down at myself. "Oops wait I'll go change my clothes I'll be here in a minute". I say and run upstairs to my room. I hadn't realized that I was still wearing my pjs.

I pick white t-shirt and sweatpants because I'm at home so there's no need to dress up as if I'm going outside and besides Zayn is my best friend so I don't care how I look around him. I go back downstairs, Zayns is waiting for me to come on the couch.
"That was quite fast." Zayn says and smiles. His smile is so beautiful, I could say I'm jealous of his smile.
"Ok so I wanted to talk with you for something and than we can do something else". Zayn says.
"Ok so there is this party tomorrow and I would love it if you come with me. It would be perfect you need a distraction and I need it as well so why not go to the party?" Zayn says and laughs.
"Mmm I don't know Zayn, what if your ex is there and what if Louis is there? No, no watching movies and series on netflix is better." I say and pull a fake smile on.
"I could recognize your fake smile from 1km." Zayn says and starts laughing.
"But cmon it's gonna be fun I promise you! Pleaseee don't leave me alone! That's what best friends are for. He says and makes the puppy dog eyes. I hate them so much.
"Ok, ok I'll come but only because it's important to you." I say and sigh.
"Omg thank you, thank you, thank you so much! I love you!" Zayn says and pulls me into quick hug.

"So what are we gonna do now?" I ask.
"I have an idea let's watch Frozen!" He says and starts jumping around like a bunny.
"Uhh but I have watched this movie at least a hundred times." I say. I don't wanna watch frozen ugh.
"But I've never watched it, please!" Zayn says.
"Ok, ok we'll watch frozen. I say and sigh.

20minutes into it and I'm almost asleep, the movie is so boring. I know what will happen so why do I have to watch it?! I lay on Zayns lap and he looks at me and smiles. Than puts his hand on my head and starts playing with my hair while continuing to watch the damn boring movie.

"Harry wake up the movie is finished, let's go and pick clothes for the party." Zayn says and I slowly get up from his lap. He stands up and we both go upstairs. I'm still tired but Zayns wants to pick the clothes so I guess that's what we'll do now.

"How about this one?" He gives me a white tshirt. Then one minute later black jeans. I don't really like it because that's not my style but it's a party and Zayn loves to go to parties so I'll just listen to him. He knows best.
"Yeah I like it." I say.
"Ok you're all set then".
"Are you gonna leave your hair down or are you gonna put it in a bun?" Zayn asks.
"I'm not sure I think I'll leave it like this." I say while looking at my hair in the mirror.
"Ok now I gotta go, my mum is waiting for me I promised to help her with the dishes." He says and I nod. We both go downstairs and say goodbye to eachother than I close the door after he's gone. That was a good day! I didn't even think about Louis which is good, no it's more than just good it's perfect. I went and took a shower then went to bed because I was tired the whole day. I didn't get much sleep last night.

My motivation to write is kinda back sooo I think you'll be getting more updates now I've just been going trough some stuff but writing is kinda helping me with forgetting about stuff yey 😂