Jealous • L.S

Chapter 6

Dedication: LarryxLashton for all the comments, they made me laugh 😂🤑

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[Louis's POV]

I'm really not in the mood for studying with Harry, I mean yeah I like him and he is a great guy but right now I just wanna lay in bed and think about how stupid life is. But tomorrow I have Maths exam so I have to study and have Harry help me! Let's just hope I can focus on Maths..
I'm not even gonna change my clothes. I mean black skinny jeans with black t-shirt is good right oh and my black vans. I mean why should I wear happier clothes when I'm not happy? Life is senseless, my grandfather was the only one that actually cared and understood me completely and now he's gone.
I grab my backpack and run down the stairs so I'm not late.

"Don't you wanna eat something before you go honey?" My mum asks me with a smile on her face.
"No I'm not hungry but thank you! I should go now before I'm late!"
"Louis, don't be so sad sunshine! You grandfather is now in a better place and you know it right? My mum says with a soft voice.
"Mum you know how much he meant to me and now he's gone!" I say and I can't help but some tears fall down my cheeks.
"I have to go now, we'll talk later! Love you!" I say looking at the floor, holding my tears back!

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I ring the doorbell, momens later Harry opens the door!
"Oh hey Louis, come in! Harry says with a weak smile and pulls me into a tight hug.
I like his hugs they always make me feel a little bit better.
He looks at me for a while.
"I'm sorry Lou." He whispers still holding me tight.
I just give him a small smile and walk in pulling away from the hug.

"You want something to drink?" Harry asks changing the subject.
"Oh, just water please!"
"Right I'll be here in a minute." Harry assures me and walks away in the kitchen. I sit down on the chair and put my Math books on the table. His house looks pretty big and nice I have to say.

"Here you go." Harry says handing me the glass filled with water.
"So tomorrow we have an  exam so let's start shall we?" Harry chuckles and we open the books.

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"I finally get it! You are such a great teacher Harry! I'm so happy, for once I made it!"
I look at Harry's emerald green eyes, they are so beautiful and I can't stop looking at them! Harry looks at my eyes too. Before I even realize he leans down and kissed me softly, over and over again. He pulls away after a moment. I look at him shocked! It felt so right and his soft lips are perfect! I love the feeling so much and I don't want it to end! His kiss made me feel much better!
"Louis I'm so sorry! I....didn't mean to I'm really sorry!" Harry says with a worried look on his face. Then I stand up from the chair and start to pack my things as fast as I can, I have to get out or here! I can't be in the same room as him.

"Ehm...uhhh....yeah I have to go home now. my mother is waiting for me!"
"Yeah and once again I'm sorry!"
"No Harry I.....all of this was wrong so so wrong! I'm not gay Harry, I'm not!" I shout. Harry looks schocked his eyes already red and filled with tears.
"I'm sorry...." I shouldn't have talked to you like this Hazz, It's just completed and now I really have to go so so you in school and thank you for the help!" Is the last thing I say before I shut the dore close.

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"Hey Lou did you learned something at Harrys?" Mum asks me with a smile on her face.
"Ehm...yeah." Yeah I learned not to kiss around with Harry when all I do is hurting him!
"Louis what's wrong?" My mum shakes me out of my thoughts.
"Mum I..we kissed mum, we fucking kissed!"
"Oh Lou there's nothing wrong with it right?"
"There is something wrong with it! There's so much wrong with it! I like him, I really do! He doesn't feel the same I'm sure he's doing it for fun just so he can later make fun of me that I'm gay!"

I run up the stairs and go in my room. There are so much things to think about.
Maybe I have to get a girlfriend so nobody will ever find out that I'm gay!" Honestly that's the stupidest plan I've ever had! But do I have a choice, no I don't.

I pull my phone out. Ok but who should I talk to? Eleanor will understand me right?! I mean we're good friends she'll understand it!

I end up calling Eleanor.
"Hi Louis what's up with you? I haven't talked to you in a while! I missed you mate!"
"I missed you too Eleanor! So ehm I have to talk to you about something! "
"Ok, I'm listening."
"Well ok so you know I'm gay right?!"
"Go on.."
"Yeah well I have a crush on that new guy in school! His name is Harry. But you know nobody can know about me bein gay and stuff, you know. So would you be my fake girlfriend? Ok I know that sounds wierd but I can't let anyone think I'm gay and I like him! And also maybe I can make Harry a little bit jealous."
"Oh Louis so that's the case huh?"
"No you know it's not just making him jealous it's about the people in school and you are such a good friend so you'll do it right?" I say with a sweet voice.
"Yeah if that's important to you I'll do it! You know I'll do anything for my friends! But Louis don't you dare go too far with it!"
"I promise I won't! Thank you, thank you, thank you soo much! I love you see you in school byee!"
"Yeah bye, idiot!"

I'm soo happy now I can make Harry jealous.. wait, no not to make Harry jealous, okay maybe a little bit.

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Hope you liked this chapter! Honestly I hate Louis atm lmao
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