Chapter 9 - innocence
Last chapter recap...
"Addilyn you don't have to. I could just tell them you did." Harry said looking at me with a look of worry on his face. The way he looks at me the way he talks and treats me I finally figured out what was wrong with how i acted around Harry. I fell for him.
"I want to." I said surprising Harry and myself. "Can you just show me how?"
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Harry's expression was blank, I didn't know what to think about it. Didn't he want this. I thought that all guys wanted any type of pleasure. Maybe I'm not pretty enough to pleasure him. I started backing away from Harry not being able to handle this type of rejection and not trying to embarrass myself even more.
"Addilyn wait. It's not that I don't want to of course i want to. I just don't think you're ready for this. I don't want to ruin your innocence." Harry whispered. I was loss at words how could this be the boy that Gemma described him as a monster that broke people's heart. Right now he's doing the exact opposite and he's willing to lie to his friends just to protect what he thought was my innocence.
"Harry if I didn't want to I would have said no. I want to and i want it with you." I sounded desperate right now.
"Addilyn how about we take things slow. I was your first kiss for christ's sake! You can't go from a kiss to a blow job. I don't want that for you." I had no idea that Harry had this all planned out. What he wanted to do with me that is. Was i just one of his whores? Harry decided that we go downstairs and sit with his friends so they wouldn't get suspicious or think that we had sex or something. After about fifteen minutes of talking his friends decided that they needed to go home and I couldn't be more relieved. I was slightly nervous about being with Harry alone since i embarrassed myself earlier today.
"Addilyn remember what i told you before my friends came?" Harry asked. How could i forget. I started sliding down my skirt until it was on the ground and lifted up my shirt so that i was yet again standing in front of Harry with just my undergarments. Harry went over and took a seat on the couch I didn't know whether i should sit on his lap or next to him. I decided to take the risk and walked over to him and straddled his legs facing him.
"You're so sexy Addilyn." Harry mumbled. I had no reply to what he just said instead i began lifting his shirt indicating to him that i wanted it off. Harry soon got the hint and swiftly took of his shirt leaving me breathless at the sight of all his tattoos. They were beautiful and so was he. I started tracing over the ink on Harry's chest fascinated with each tattoo and the meaning behind them. I was brought out of my thoughts when Harry picked me up and said that it was time for bed. I couldn't agree more some sleep was definitely needed.
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When i woke up to an empty bed the first thought that came to mind is where is Harry? I got out of bed and made my way towards the kitchen to see Harry cooking some pancakes for breakfast. They smelled delicious.
"Morning beautiful" harry said as he came and kissed me on the lips. What's up with him this morning.
"Morning" I replied back waiting for my pancakes.
"Love eat those and then get ready. I want you to pack a bag with swim suits and extra clothes. Okay?" Harry said.
"Why? Where are we going?"
"That's for me to know and for you to find out" he replied while winking.
After breakfast i went up to get ready as harry said and packed a small bag. O went downstairs Harry was already ready waiting for me. He took my bag and we made our way towards his car. "How long of a drive is it?" I asked.
"About two hours" he replied.
"Are you gonna tell me where we're going Harry?"
"Now where would be the fun in that?" He smirked.
We have been driving for just over thirty minutes and neither I or Harry said anything. It was silent but it wasn't awkward or anything. Suddenly i felt Harry's hand on my knee. I looked at him and he was looking at the road. So i decided to ignore it. His hand kept sneaking it's way higher and higher up my thigh and near my core. I thought if i ignored him he would give up but i guess not. I gasped as I felt his fingers brush against me and grabbed his hand.
"Harry w-what are you doing?" I say breathlessly.
"Shhh Addilyn just enjoy it. Okay?" Harry said. He's just one of those people you can't say no to.
Harry's fingers begin to rub me through my underwear in a teasing matter. "Harry... Please.." I say. I don't know whether or not im begging for him to stop or go further.
"Tell me what you want buttercup"
"Just pleasee" i say im too embarrassed to tell him what i actually want.
"Love I want you to say it." Damn you Harry styles.
"I want your finger in me please" and with that Harry grabs both my skirt and my underwear and motions for me to take them off. I do what he wants and now I'm sitting in a car totally bare from the bottom and waiting for Harry to do his thing. Harry's fingers find their way to my core and starts rubbing again.
"Damn buttercup look how wet you are for me. How ready you are." All i do is nod. I want this so bad. Harry then guides his finger towards my whole and pushes it in and giving me time to adjust to it. After a while he starts moving his finger in and out slowly but he makes sure to go as deep as he can.
"Harry that feels so good." He starts speeding up his movements and adds another finger in. Making me moan in pleasure. I feel my stomach start to tighten and i feel really weird. Harry notices me and knows that I'm about to cum so he speeds up his hand movements and seconds later i cum all over his hand. Harry continues to stroke me a couple of times before he takes his fingers out of me leaving me breathless and too tired to even put my clothes back on. Harry then takes his hand and licks my juices off of them.
"You taste amazing babe"
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We finally reached our destination to find out there is a cute cabin with a lake i look at Harry excitedly and he nods. I run towards the cabin and it's so cute there are two bedrooms a living room an indoor jacuzzi and a small backyard. Harry comes up behind me and turns me around and kisses me on the lips.
"Harry what are we?" I ask him and immediately regret it when i see his expression.
"What do you mean. We are just us Addilyn." Harry says. I'm beginning to get a little angry.
"So you wouldn't mind if i go out on dates with other guys." I ask. Lets see how he replies to this.
"You can't do that. You're mine."
"I'm not yours Harry! I'm not a possession." I yell and run up to one of the rooms and lock the door. So much for a wonderful day.
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