Good Enough (harry styles)

Tension

Last chapter recap:

"Im not yours harry! Im not a possession." I yell and run up to one of the rooms and lock the door. So much for a wonderful day.

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I have been up in this room for hours. I don't know how long exactly though because there is no watch to tell the time and I left my phone and things in Harry's car because I was too upset and angry to even think about taking them with me. I expected Harry to run after me and comfort me and tell me he was sorry, but I was only greeted by silence these past few hours. I felt hurt and betrayed that he would not even check up on me and that this whole situation started because I asked a stupid question. Gosh Addie you couldn't wait to ask about what type of relationship this is? You had to open that stupid mouth of yours and ruin everything. As I was sitting doing nothing I decided to explore around for a bit. Just because Harry was being a meanie didn't mean that I would just sit around in my room all day and do nothing.

I unlocked the door and took a peak outside to see if Harry was there and he was just laying on the couch watching TV. I ignored him and I decided that I wanted to take a walk outside and refresh my mind and take a break from this chaotic beautiful boy. 

"Addilyn where are you going?" I heard his raspy voice call out. I decided to ignore him because I didn't want to say anything that I might later regret or anything. I walked outside the cabin without looking back at him and started walking on this journey to clear my mind. I have been walking for about 10 minutes now and as I was about to give up and go back to the cabin I found this beautiful cliff that had a pond underneath it. I decided to sit there for a while to take in this beautiful sight. 

As I was sitting I began to think of my past and all the bad memories came back before Harry came into my life. It was so dull there was no color and there was no reason honestly for me to continue on living like that. Harry. I guess he could be considered my savior that I have opened so much to yet know nothing about him. All these emotions came rushing back to me and I started to feel depressed again. I found a sharp rock on the ground and I picked it up. Without thinking I sliced through the skin of my wrists as tears started to flow down my cheeks. 

"Addilyn there you are. Fuck I was looking everywhere for you." I could hear Harry's voice behind me. But I refused to look at him, I refused to let him see me in this state. I broke our promise of not hurting myself anymore and suddenly not only did I feel depressed, I felt ashamed.

"Harry leave, I don't want you to see me like this" I said through my tears in a voice that was barely considered a whisper. Of course Harry didn't listen to my plea and decided to spin me around to see the mess I have become. Again. When he saw me his faced turned into a frown and I could see the look of disappointment as he looked at my bleeding wrist.

"Why? Addilyn you broke our promise? was it because of me? Because I didn't have a label on our relationship?" Harry said. I could hear his voice cracking which made me even more ashamed and upset that I hurt him by breaking our promise. Without saying a word harry took of his shirt and wrapped in around my bleeding wrist. 

"Im sorry, I kept being reminded of my past and everything that happened and I just couldn't help myself. I wanted the pain to go away a-and y-you weren't there. Im sorry." Harry took a couple of steps forward until he was right infant of me and put his fingers under my chin and forced me to look at him. He then without saying another word pulled me in for a hug which I gladly accepted and reciprocated because all I needed right now was to be in Harry's arms. 

I felt my self being lifted and all of a sudden Harry was carrying me bridal style and started walking back to the cabin. Again nothing was said. I wish I could just break the tension but I really tried. I guess he was thinking about everything thats the thing about Harry Styles he's so mysterious and you could never know what he was thinking but he could always tell what you were thinking. After about a ten minute walk with Harry carrying me we reached the cabin. He still didn't put me down and walked straight to the bathroom. He sat me on the sink and unwrapped his shirt from my wrist and threw it to the ground. He then began cleaning my new cut that would soon enough be just another scar on my body. After he finished cleaning it up and wrapping it again without a word being said I couldn't take the tension anymore.

"Harry please talk to me!"

"Im sorry Addilyn, Im sorry that I wasn't there for you. Im sorry that I can't look past my past and that I let it get to me and defining our relationship. But I'm asking you to please be patient with me. I really am trying." Harry was looking straight into my eyes and I just couldn't help but get lost in them. What happened to this mysteriously beautiful boy? But I promised myself that I would give him time like he needed because that is how much I realized I needed him.

All I did was nod and without thinking I placed my hands around his neck and kissed him passionately. It took him by surprise because he did not kiss me back at first but after a second he began kissing me back and we just kept kissing for a while. I loved how his lips felt so soft against mine and how his arms would hold me tightly as  if he was afraid that I would disappear any moment it showed me just how much he cared. After a while we pulled away and Harry carried me back to the living room where he sat down on the couch and me on his lap.

"I never got to thank you for bringing me here, its beautiful harry."

"This is a place I always used to come to when I needed to escape life and everything, I thought you would enjoy it here, it being peaceful and all. But I didn't expect us to fight which wasn't as peaceful as I had hoped." He chuckled at the last bit. 

"I know I know and again I'm sorry for that." I said sheepishly I was so embarrassed that I overreacted which led to all the events that happened today.

"hey" Harry said softly "You never have to apologize to me about anything baby. if anyone is supposed to apologize it should be me for pushing you away." My heart melted when he called me baby it sounded so sexy coming from his mouth. Did he forget about our lessons? I hope he didn't because I was beginning to enjoy these. I thought.

"Good to know you think that Im sexy buttercup, and no I didn't forget about the lessons. Lesson two will be tomorrow don't you worry your little self about that. You'll need all the rest you can get." He smirked at me. Fuck did I say that out loud I'm such a klutz. " Now buttercup its time for bed so you are all refreshed for tomorrow." he said as he winked at me. 

And honestly I couldn't wait

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Hey guys sorry I haven't been active I thought no one was reading this but I had someone ask me If i was gonna continue and that they liked my story so I thought why not! 

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