Her (Dylan O' Brien)

Girlfriend?!

•Holly•
I woke up at 6:00 today! I was so tired from staying up on Instagram, all night. I got up and went to go have a shower.

I got out and slipped on the clothes I picked out. ( Outfit above) I brushed my hair and curled it. I then added concealer, eyeliner, and lipstick.

I went downstairs and grabbed an apple. I was so excited to see Dylan today! Do I like Dylan? Yes, no.. I don't know.

I went outside and walked to my car, Kenzie was in there already wearing jeans and a pink shirt. I dropped her off and then drove to my school.

I walked in I saw Dylan with his Tori. "Hey." I said with a smile. "Hi holly." They both said.

The bell rang and me and Dylan walked to our class.

Dylan sat down and put his hand on mine. I looked up at him and he looked down at me.. Luckily no one was here yet. He leaned in.. IS DYLAN GOING TO KISS ME??!! I leaned in and soon enough our lips touched. I felt sparks. Our lips moved passionately and he cupped my cheek with his hand. We pulled away and people started coming in.

A girl with blonde hair, green eyes and makeup came in. She wore a mini skirt that was pink and she wore a white tank top. She sat by Dylan and started kissing him.. He was kissing her back. I felt tears in my eyes and I stood up and ran out of the room, I looked back at Dylan looking at me with sad eyes.

I ran to the bathroom into one of stalls. I broke down In tears. I thought he liked me. Dylan kissed me. What the hell was I thinking! I'm such an idiots

I grabbed my bag and fiddled around tell a felt a sharp edge. I picked it up and there was my blade. I took a deep breath and pulled up my sleeve. I shrieked at the pain. 1, 2, 3, 4,5. I cleaned my arm and then I ran out. I ran. Ran home.

I cried for at least an hour. It was around 2:30 so I decided to do something. I couldn't take this anymore. This life isn't for me. I can't do it. I wrote a letter.

'Dear dad,
I'm so sorry for this. I just can do this anymore.
Don't cry. I have to do this. I love you so much daddy.
I'll miss you.
Dylan. I'm sorry but I just don't know why you did that. I cared about you a lot. And you just do that. Goodbye. '

I was crying waterfalls now.
I climbed up to the roof. "Goodbye."
"WAIT!" "STOP!" I heard someone say. Before I could see I slipped.
And fell. Everything went black.

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