*2 month skip*
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The bus wasn't happy anymore , it was depressed . The tour ended in 5 days and Michael was a wreck. I've been a total disaster , the fans hate was getting worse everyday. One month ago I couldn't take it anymore so I cut my wrist , it took away the pain. Michael still doesn't know yet, I've been wearing sweaters so he see them, I don't want him to find out. The tour ends soon , so he probably won't find out , and the hate might stop. He's been a little suspicious why I always wear sweaters though. I'm scared he'll find out .
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Michael and I have been talking about us after the tour ends , I hated talking about this. I wanna stay with Michael , but I wanna see my family. I miss my family it's been 4 months. "Mikey I wanna stay with you but I want to see my family." His face dropped ," We can get an apartment and visit both of our families. I wanna stay with you , you can cone in the next tour with us." I sighed ,"Mikey I would love that but I have my family and school ,I just cant leave school ."
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He looked down ,"Then we will wait till you finish school and we can tour during the summer ." A tear fell ,"My family is in America , not Australia, I just can't leave them , they need me ." The look on his face , it looked like his heart just shattered into a million pieces . "So w-what are you saying?" I closed my eyes and sighed ,"I cant handle being away from you and i csnt handle being away from my family , I-I dont know what to do ." I turned and he grabbed my wrist. I winced as he did and his nail dug into a scar ,causing it to bleed.
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He looked at me ," What did you do ?" He was angry but sad , he pulled up my sleeve to reveal all the scars . "What the fuck Maddie ! I thought we agreed that the hate wouldn't lead to this." I dropped my head in shame ," Im sorry , it just got out of hand." I tried to talk to him but he yelled at me ," Maybe if you actually fucking talked to me we could have did something about it" he spat at me. I didnt realize I was crying until I felt the tears running down my face.
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"I'm sorry Michael ." He was furious at me ,"maybe it was a mistake bringing you on tour ." I cried harder as he spoke ,"maybe it was a mistake loving you too." Those words hit me hard , so hard I fell to my knees and sobbed. Luke came over to see what was wrong , he looked at my wrist and hugged me . He looked at Michael clearly mad ,"you fucking broke her Michael ." Before I could speak I saw Luke slap Michael and before I could react Michael swung at Luke and missed , hitting me.
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I heard Luke gasp as I fell backwards , "What the hell Michael you slapped her! " My cheek stung and more tears ran down my cheek. Michael came down and looked at me "oh my God, I didn't mean to I'm so sorry ." I looked down, " I wanna go home. I wanna go away. " Michael covered his mouth and started sobbing, "Please don't go! I didn't mean to, I swear! " I turn to Michael, "remember 2 months ago when I said if you fuck up again we're done? You fucked up again. " I buried my head in Luke's chest and cried as Michael went back to his bunk and cried.
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I had all of the boys numbers and Michael packed my bags for me to go . They decided to drop me off at my home and I was kinda sad to leave Luke , he was my best friend. Luke looked really sad , but so did Michael . I wasn't talking to Michael that much , but I still kept the ring on my finger. As we pulled up to my house we started saying goodbye. "I'm gonna miss you Cal , I'll miss how we went to coffee every week and talked about the random things in life ." He smiled and hugged me ,"I'll miss that too , you can call me every night ,you're like my little sis. Bye Mads ,Love you. I smiled ,"Love you too Cal."
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I walked up to Ashton and hugged him ," I'll miss braiding your hair , Ash and how we stayed up all night watching movies." He smiled and looked down . " I'll miss you a lot Maddie , you're one of my closest friends, please call me whenever you can. Love you bye Maddie ." I smiled and broke the hug ."Bye Ash I love you too."
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Next was Luke, he looked like he could cry at any moment . I just hugged him and he let out little sobs ,"You're my best friend, I'll make sure to call and text you all the time , I promise ." He smiled and sniffled ,"I'll miss you so much , I love you Bestie." I giggled ," Okay Lukey Pukey , I love you too."
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Finally Michael he looked the worst out of all the boys," I'm sorry , Please try to text me and call if you can , I'll miss you so fucking much, I'm keeping Misty and one of your shirts to remind me of you." I smiled and nodded ,"I'll do whatever I can to talk to you Mikey , the ring won't leave my finger, you can visit whenever you want. Until he next time we meet , Goodbye Mikey I-I love you." I let out little sobs as I finished the last bit. He let a tear fall ," I love you too , Fuck I love you so much , never forget that. " He kissed me one last time it was full of love and passion.I nodded as we got one last group picture together until we all met again. I waved bye as they got back on the bus and pulled away.
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"Until next time."
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No joke I cried while writing this. Not the last chapter , more to come . Thanks for reading live you all!
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Fanfiction•Michael• [Contains smut and bad language] ••• "yes get her out of the crowd after the show" "I want to speak with her " "Beautiful voice for a beautiful princess, wonder how it sounds screaming my name" •••
