Part 4: Ginger Envy

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We couldn't have had a better moment in our whole lives. Our mouths touched each others so delicately. I felt his neck and drew him in closer. Kissing Adam was like kissing an angel. His lips were as soft as a blanket and as beautiful as a sunset. I got lost in his embrace and we both moaned quietly. I couldn't pull back, I'd regret doing so for the rest of my life. We stood there motionless.

Adam pulled back first, I was a little disappointed. He stared at me with mixed messages. I couldn't tell if he was happy or disappointed. Our kiss was short, no longer than 10 seconds but it only felt like 1 second. I wanted it longer, deeper, more passionate. It felt rushed.

I looked at him confused. He said "My house is only a few blocks away, I don't want to get caught." He bit his lip and looked adorably nervous. I wanted to kiss him on the forward and whisper "it'll all be all right..."

We walked over to his house silently. The atmosphere was tense, as we both didn't know what to say. I felt as though I had ruined my chances to be with him. I felt like he didn't enjoy our moment together. I felt...like I couldn't do anything.

We got to his house and I stood and took it all in. This is where he lives. This is where the love of my life goes to rest, goes to eat, and goes everyday after school. I felt overly privileged to be in the presents of my kings castle. We got up to the door and he had a key for it. When the door opened, I took a step back. I wasn't ready for this. We had just met only a few weeks ago and now I'm at his house, his realm, his life.

He walked in first.

"C'mon, I wanna bring you up to my room!" he said. I felt his enthusiasm, he wanted me to be here. No one seemed to be home, but I felt as though someone was watching us. I didn't feel any guilt, but my nerves were killing me. I don't know how strong I should come across as. I want to look him in the eye and tell him I love him.  I felt an instant connection when we met. I'm sure he felt the connection too. I just don't want to scare him away. If he leaves me, I'll leave everyone else.

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