Adam & CJ: Sip That Ginger Tea

Part 8: The Ginger Menace

It was getting late. Me and my beautiful little bundle of joy curled up on his couch and watched some TV. I held him the whole time and we were both wrapped up in a blanket. I looked at him every once in a while just to see if he was looking back. When he was looking back, i'd kiss him on the forehead.
I felt his adorable hand move to the middle of my thigh and I moaned in amazement. His touch was like electricity and it purified me. I moved his red fiery hair out of his eyes and asked him if he was getting tired
Adam looked up at me and smiled. "Oooooh, looks like someone's eager to get in bed" he said.
I looked away and my face was bright red. He knows me so well. I'm practically transparent when he's around.
He laughed at me a little and said "hey CJ, don't worry. I am too!" He kissed my cheek and I felt my face burning. We cuddled in even closer and I felt his hand slowly move up. Tonight will be great

I kept waiting for him to yawn so I could ask again if he wanted to go to bed. I was so eager to feel his warmth next to me as I fall asleep. "Hey um, I'm getting kinda tired" I said. He looked up to me. "I'm gonna get ready for bed, you stay right here." Adam kissed the top of my head and I watched him walk off.

Now I'm all cold. He's only been gone for a minute and I already miss him. "Tonight better be the perfect night" I thought. I lifted the side of the blanket that he was on up to my face and breathed in heavily. I felt my eyes roll backwards and thought "ahhh....ginger tea." I wonder if he knows how much I miss him when we're not talking (please tell me you know XD).

I heard footsteps and heard him coming back. I immediately stated at the tv trying to act like I wasn't completely obsessing over him in that moment. He walked over and sat right down into my lap. I held him close and tight. "Are you ready?" I asked with a smirk. He put his hand on my face and said "I'm ready, but are you?"

He quickly but gracefully moved his face closer to mine. Our noses were touching and I felt his breath up against my face. My eyes widened and his did too. I moved even closer. Our lips were barely apart. With a single stroke of his hair I moved in full speed. Our lips hit each other's with a burning passion. I opened my mouth wider to take all of him in. His tongue traced my teeth and I felt my head go light. I pulled him in closer and felt his hand go around my neck. His bangs brushed up against my forehead and it made my heart rate go up. As I moved my hands down towards his waist his thumbs found a way inside the edge of my shirt collar. I hooked my thumbs on the side of his belt loops. This moment felt so honest. We were being ourselves. We didn't care what the world thought. He makes me feel like I don't have to worry about anything. He's so real. Adam makes me feel like I'm the most important person on Earth. He cares about me and I care about him. If I couldn't express these feelings I have for him then I don't know what I would possibly do in life. If he ever left me for more than a day, I'd be heartbroken. I mean, I can barely handle 2 minutes without my amazing, adorable, and caring dude. He means the world to me. I hope this moment will last forever. With him this close to me, with no space between our bodies, with our heartbeats in sync and our love in motion.

I can't believe I found a guy like Adam. A person like that only comes once in a life time. I've never felt such a strong connection to someone I've only known for a little bit of time. I knew he was something special right away. He's so funny and cool and amazing. I feel unworthy of all his amazingness. I wish I could spend every day just hanging out with him, laughing, and being the real me. If we ever got separated I'd be miserable. If I couldn't talk to him for a long time, I don't even know what I'd do. I hope he'll never forget about me. I think if we stayed together for a long long time, we could really become something special.

I mean, I can live without him. But id be living lost. Without him, I'd be questioning life. I'd be asking myself if he has moved on and if he hates me. I'd go into denial saying that we might still have a chance. I'd take time out of my day to just remember what we were and what we had together. I think about his smile and his laugh. I think about how it makes me feel. It makes me feel like I'm on top of the world. Like I can jump off a building and fly. Like I can do whatever I put my mind to. He makes me feel like the most important person on Earth.