Midnight Sun (Twilight Saga)

Chapter 11 Continued (The Letters)

Chapter 11 Continued (The Letters)

I lay still for the longest time I had no clue how long I had been there but I was pretty sure that I was laying there for a couple of days .The same place where I had fallen two days ago I have not moved an inch. I was growing hungry every minute but that pain wasn’t the same pain as I had been feeling for more than 48 hours. This pain was something beyond bearable and way more intense. I was beginning to wonder why anyone hasn’t came to see where I was. Just as I had this one thought in forever I hear the front door open.

“Bella?” The voice was Rosalie’s. Ever since our wedding she has grown on me and now it’s like she can’t get away from me.  She has become a sister to me like Alice has.

Her high heels sounded through the very still and silent house. I wanted to call her name and tell her where I was but I could not find my voice at all. She came down the hallway and I could tell by the short stop that she looked into Renesmee’s room. Her sound slowly came down the hall again and opened our door to the bedroom. She saw me immediately. I could say that I was lying in an uncomfortable position.

She ran to my aid and helped me up. If my body had any felling I’m, sure that the pain would have been excruciating. I would have screamed and made a big scene but I was too much in shock. She helped me up and sat me on the bed. She had very careful hands and she never would hurt anything with out cause.

“Are you okay, How long have you been laying there?” She asked while she got up and was pacing back and forth.

“The day that we read the letter from Jane.” I said finally finding my own voice to speak. I cant be entirely sure if she knew what had happened or if she was just in shock.

“What were you staring at?”

I had to think for a while. I wasn’t sure if I had imagined that his ring had kept rolling away from me or if it just rolled under the closet door. I think that the second guess was right. So I got up and walked to the closet. I opened the door and I fell to my knees again. There it was laying there cold alone and abandoned like I was.

Rose came over to me again and she screamed. I looked up to her from the floor and I could see that she didn’t know what happened like me.

“Bella why is that lying there?”

“I'm not sure Rose but what I do is that I want to know why he left.”  She moved down to the floor with me.

We sat there for a while. She decided that we should go to the main house and tell everyone what had happened. We walked to the house and it was like everyone had read our minds and they were all there standing by the front door. They all had the same solemn look on their faces and I could tell by their looks that it was the same thing we found out but from Jessica. We walk to the foot of the stairs and sat there. Everyone made a semi-circle around the foot of the stairs.

“Bella I’m sorry to say this but we found out where jess went and who she went with.” Carlisle said as he kneeled down to meet my face and gave me a hug.

“I don’t want to know where they went but what I do want to know is why Carlisle?” I said while I got up.

“Well Bella . . . Edward left with her because he couldn’t bear to hurt you anymore but he also said to tell you that he . . . umm I don’t really want to say this to you.” He said as he looked at Esme and Esme looked at me.

“Carlisle just tell me!” I said getting impatient and just wanting the hurt to come so that I could deal with the pain already.

“Okay Bella I will but I just want you to know that we are here with you and always will be.” He looked at Esme again. “He said that he . . . doesn’t . . . Love . . . Anymore.” He said as gently as he could.

After he said that I couldn’t take the pain no more. I walked past them and I walked to the door.

“I will be back. Please don’t follow me and if I’m not back before Renesmee comes back please tell her what has happened and take care of her please.” I said looking one last time at this family my family now and I wasn’t sure where I was going to go but I knew I needed to be just alone at this moment.

I walked out the door and ran as fast as I could. I ran and ran and ran until I was finally lost in the forest. I fell to my knees and to my surprise I thought I was going to scream and be in so much pain but instead I felt only hatred and loss. I need to get rid of this so much so I got up and ran again. I ran and ran but I just stopped to look around and I found that I had made it to some weird city I’m not sure that I have ever seen this place but I knew it wasn’t Seattle and I knew that it was heavily populated. All I knew after that was that I lost conscious and I never regained it. It may seem impossible but it was a type where you black out and forget what you did. I only felt lost in the darkness and at one point I felt relieve.

 Only to regain my conscious and I looked back and I found that I killed everyone in that city and not leaving one person. I walked back to the forest and took one last look at the city and faced forward never regretting what I just did or what I have become. I loved being like this being a monster I felt secure and for the first time in a couple days I forgot about him. Like he never existed. Like I never knew him. And I felt relieve and I found comfort.

Human d is really the strongest cure for my pain and a new drug for me. I loved it and went on to another city to search for my prey. As I ran I had a smile on my face. I felt a drop roll down from my chin and I knew it wasn’t tears this time but only Blood.