Obsessed - Grayson Dolan

05

Grayson

My heart was in my stomach as began to run back to my house. This is my chance, I told myself as I began to frantically run my fingers through my hair. I had to make her fall in love with me. I had to have her.

As I began to rummage through my truck, pulling out old scrumpled tissues that I had used when I jacked off to Natalia while I watched her in the front garden. Picking up lose photos of her in which I had taken from outside her school and I smile at the pictures as I look at them. So beautiful.

However, if she saw these items in my car she would run away from me. That couldn't happen. I wouldn't allow it. She belonged to me. We were destined for eachother and deep down, I know she loves me. I had to admit, I was in love with her. The smooth curve of her hips and the slight dimple in her cheeks when she smiled drove me crazy. I knew her well enough to love her.

When I had finally cleared all of the evidence of my love for her and I placed them in my bedroom, I made sure to take the picture of her out of my wallet. Just incase.

I couldn't allow my hands to stop dampening as I stood outside of Natalia's house and I forced myself to swallow back all of the nerves however they refused to leave as I knocked on the door. When she opened the door I almost forgot how to breathe as her smile brightens her face and I bite my lip, taking in her appearance.

"Ready?" Natalia grins, knowing I had just checked her out as she adjusts her bag strap.

"Yeah." I nod almost too much as I lead her to my car and I hear her close the front door behind her.

I felt lightheaded as if this was all a wonderful dream. Natalia was about to sit in my car. Even the thought made me hard.

Unlocking the doors, she climbs into the passenger seat and I sit in the drivers seat as I try to get my breathing back to normal.

Throughout the journey, Natalia endlessly talked about what she was going to buy at the grocery store but I didn't hear her as I was too focused on the way her voice was my favourite sound and that our legs were achingly close together. Only four layers separating us - my underwear, my jeans, her high rised skirt and her underwear. She noticed me staring at her bare legs as I my chest rose and fell heavily and she pulled it down, hesitantly. I wish she hadn't.

All I could think about was that I so desperately wanted to rest my hand on her thigh, no layers, skin touching. I felt myself becoming hard as the thought replayed in my head, the way she would moan as my hand cupped her unwear, teasing her through the thin material. Pinching my lips, I tried to shake the thoughts from my mind however it seemed impossible as her hand reached towards the radio and I could imagine them wrapped around my throbbing dick.

"Penny for your thoughts?" She laughs, the soft tune playing out of the speakers and I felt as though I was in a movie, my favourite movie and she was my favourite character.

I felt embarssed by my thoughts however I knew she couldn't know. She couldn't know I thought about her every second of the day and I wanted to know everything about her, from the name of her perfume to the way she likes her toast in the morning. I was obsessed with her and I wanted to touch her delicate skin as sweet, sweet moans slip from her innocent lips that I dreamed of kissing.

Gripping the steering wheel, I only laughed at her question, shaking my head as I begin to think of what lie I could tell her.

"I don't think you and I should be alone together." I said even though I knew it was a filthy lie. I would spend forever alone with her. My dream would be for it to be only us, so I could touch her, feel her and devour her completely. "I don't trust myself when I'm around you."

[a/n: should I do another update soon??
- El]