Tronnor Fanfiction

Chapter 2

Connor

I thought back to what Tyler told me just yesterday. He told me to not overcomplicate it but that's just hard. I love troye, I really really like him. From the day I met him I knew that I'd love him. Since then, me and him have become really close.

We've shared basically everything together and I know he's going to be mad that I told Tyler about this before I told him. Hopefully when I tell him the truth-eventually- he'll forgive me. Or on the other hand he'll say that he has feelings for someone else or ever worse has no feelings for me.

I checked some Tronnor fanfiction. Yes it was fanfiction so some of it could be complete smut but maybe that is just what I needed right now. Maybe right now I just needed to feel like I was living the life that the fans wanted me to live.

I read it and I get that tingly feeling. I wish this was real. I would kill for this to be real.

I hear a knock at the door. "It's Troye! Let me in!!" I hear troye yell.

"Troye?!? What're you doing here! I didn't know you were going to be in the area." I sat as I answer the door.

He laughs his cute little laugh, "Maybe I just wanted to surprise you, huh?"

I smile a genuine smile at his statement. This was the first time I had really smiled in a real way for at least a month. I want to tell him, I just want to say something like, "Troye, I'm gay..and I love you." but things don't work like that. You cant just tell him that.

"Thanks Troye, so where are you staying while you're in the area?"

"Well actually, I was just wondering if I could stay here for the month that I'm going to be in the area. Don't worry if I cant though, I can just get a hotel if you don't want me to. You wont have to pay for anything I do though, I'll have my own food and my own stuff and I wont make a mess at all and--"

I interrupt him, "Troyyeeee, its fine! You can stay here. In fact I'd love that, it would give us more time to catch up."

"Okay, great. May I come in?" He asks.

"Oh yeah, how rude of me. Welcome to the o2l house!" (A/N this story takes place when o2l is still together, and in this story they will not be breaking up anytime soon.)

"Wow, I basically forgot what it was like here."

"Everyone always says that!" I say and giggle. "Guys!!! Troye is going to be staying here for a month! Got it?" I yell.

I hear someone yell back yeah but I cant really tell who it is.

Troye

I had fallen in love with my best friend, what a horrible person I am. I thought that I could put my feeling asides because he is straight, I cant develop feelings for him.

He gives me a little tour-but only really shows the important places, ya'know where the food is, where the bathroom is, he didn't really show anything that was upstairs yet. I guess he was just too lazy to go upstairs.

Connor

During the whole downstairs tour I couldn't help but fall in love with him even more.

It was now 9:30 pm and we were both just hanging out downstairs on the couch on opposite sides going on tumblr. We both had earbuds in so there wasn't much communication. Little did he know that I was reading Tronnor fanfic and listening to his music, I kept it on quiet so that there was no way he would hear it. Luckily he didn't ask why I was sitting like that-you know, in the only way that he wouldn't see my computer screen.

Troye

Little did Connor know that I was watching his videos. He's really funny and his  videos can be like really touching and inspiring. He is literally exactly what I'm looking for-other than the fact that he is straight. I just want him to love me back. I know he doesn't though, because we're just friends. I want to be so much more than friends.

Connor

"Connor, I'm going to go head up to the guest bedroom, where is it?"

"Uhh, we don't have a-guest bedroom. I'm really really sorry I should have told you its fine if you don't want to stay here anymore. You can just sleep in my room if you want, I mean we can lock the door because Kian will probably try to prank you for a video or something so--I just didn't want you to have to waste money on a hotel and--" I rant before getting interrupted.

"Its fine, Con. Can you show me where the room is? I still really want to stay."

"Yeah here," I say and begin to get up and show him to the room. We both are just going to sleep on the bed because well my bed is big enough for two people and plus the floor isn't the best place to sleep, its quite uncomfortable.

"Here-" I say giving him a blanket and getting on the bed with him.

I go back on tumblr for about 20 more minutes before going to bed. I had forgotten to get myself a blanket and there was no way in hell I'm getting up, that takes like ughhhh too much effort so I'm just going to bed blanket-less.

**In the morning**

When I wake up I'm cuddled up to troye under his blanket.

Shit! He's going to wake up and this is all going to be so awkward. I try to wiggle away from him without waking him up, but I hadn't realized that his arm was around me. Part of me just didn't want to move my body away from him, he was so warm and I was just so cold. It was like such a great feeling.

He doesn't even know I'm gay yet, so I'm keeping it a secret. I mean like he wont wanna sleep in my room if he finds out so, I might as well just keep it a secret from him for now.

"C-connor?" He questions in a sleepy voice and yawns.