Out of all the memories that I've gathered
My eyes always seem to fall to
The book that whenever I'm down
My hands always flick through
Years of emotions
Put into this little piece
Of eudaimonic happiness
That seems to put me at ease
And my mind soon disappears
To the days when I was young
To endless reading, edits
And many words left unsung
"They're only people."
But that's not true
"You'll get over it."
But it's hard to forget someone who saved you
Because when days were difficult
And it was hard to live
These 'ordinary people'
Gave me the courage to exist
So where were you when I asked for a hand
To help me up on the worst of days
Because unlike these people that you insult
You pulled your hand away
So I ask you now
Who was there
And who left me
In the pit of despair
It wasn't them
But yes it was you
So when I praise them
You should listen too
Because one day you might need a helping hand
To help you with your despair
And take another look around
Because I sure won't be there
But these people
That you once hated
For being self-centred
And over rated
Will be your salvation
From your kind of thoughts
The ones that could kill
The evil sort
And my eyes once again
Flood with tears
Because it's times like these
When I wish they were here
And just you remember
That I'll be getting the last word
Because you too will miss the moment
When this band of misfits got to rule the world
Hellooooo everybody (aka the literal 5 people that read these)
Tbh I was really annoyed today bc I hate it so fucking much when you say that someone (in my case Dan and Phil) has saved your life or made it better or just helped you in general and people say that it's not true and that 'it's a phase' or 'they're just celebrities who are in it for the money' or other v stupid shit like that. And I'm sorry but bitch you weren't there for me when I needed you but these people were so fucking suck it :)))))
But yeah. This is the result of me being v pissed off and it's basically for everyone who feels the same way as I do and I actually kinda wanna make a book of poems since I apparently write them so much when I should be writing chapter 7 oops oh well.
Sending lots of love to anyone going through a shit time I hope you are all happy in the v near future.
- N
