Ticci Toby X Reader

Memories

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(Reader's POV)
Flashback
"Thanks mom for taking me to the mall for my birthday!" It was my 13th birthday. The whole day I spent with my mom. The last activity on my list was to go to the mall with her.
It was fun. Afterwards we went walking home. It was getting... Dark.
A young boy with a mouth guard and yellow/orange goggles comes from behind and stabbed my mom with a hatchet. Blood spilling on the ground. My mom's eyes widened in surprise. She looked at me one looked at me before collapsing to the ground. He seemed as if he was my age. He didn't stab me for some reason. I just sat next to her and cried. There was blood everywhere... She smiled and held my hand, "I love you very much (y/n) ." she said to me before she stops breathing....her whole body went limp. I stared at my mother's corpse.
I soon ran home and didn't loom back. When I arrived home I broke the news to my dad. He was devastated. After that he started to drink heavily. He was never a drinker. Nor did he ever do anything bad like drugs or something. This side of my dad... I've never seen before. ______________________________
End of flashback

That memory keeps playing back in my mind over and over like a record. The happiest day ever turns into the worst day of my life. There's wasn't much I could do that day. I wasn't allowed to have a cellphone so...I couldn't call the cops. I feel like it was my fault somehow...I'm not sure why.

But there was three questions about what happened ,who was he? 
Why did he kill her? And why didn't he kill me? I never knew the answer to those questions.
No matter how much I thought of it.. I couldn't figure it out. And....how could someone do such a thing.
But for now I have to focus on the present, not the past. Like I said before....there wasn't much I could do at that moment.
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Sorry doesn't make sense but I couldn't think of anything else. Stay awesome! 😎