Too Rare to live, Too weird to Die(Panic! at the Disco Fanfic)

Boys love Girls

Paige POV

~~in the car with Ryan driving to the hospital~~

"Okay so its a long story, but do you know Jon he's was in my old band The young veins.." I nod. "So first of all there was a fire at our house and well I was in the living room watching some random movie I put on Netflix, I was close to the door so I was safe and got out, waiting for Jon to come out and I felt bad for not making sure he was okay, so I went back in. I have never known that a fire could spread that fast, it was every where.I paniced. I called his name millions of times. Then I remembered that he said something about looking for a book or something in the basement. Headed down to the basement, I was sweating like crazy and getting burns everywhere, but I had to find Jon, yelled his name over and over again. I was crying but wasn't at the same time cuz the hotness would dry away the tears. I quickly scanned the room to see Jon passed out on the floor. I was getting a little dizzy because of all the smoke but I managed to carry him up stairs and out of the house. Firetrucks had came and asked if anyone was still there, I sayed no and explained what just happened while the ambulance was taking Jon into a grungy. The fireman gave me a pat on the back for my 'bravery', but I was still worried I mean he got burnt all over his body you could see his ..... flesh burn as well. It made me forget about my skin of my arms being in pain. It was HORRIBLE! And ...it all happen this ....fucking morning." I could see that his eyes were starting to look.. watery. I looked away, no guy wants to be seen crying. As I looked outside I asked.

"What else happened?"

".....Well ...as soon as the ambulance took Jon, I ditched the firemen who were still trying to put out the fire, went to my car thank god it was outside the garage and the only place that I thought to go was brendon's. When I got there I explained everything, Spencer took of and I stayed with Dallon not just to wait for you and Brendon, but for Dallon to help me with the first aid kit because i got a few burns."

"Oh so that's what the bandages around your arms were for, I thought it was a new look your trying out." I said trying to brighten up the mood. All I get from him is a weak laugh and a fake weak smile. Minutes went by, pure silence.

"So tell me about your self Paige."

"Well ..... I'm 21, born in NY, last time I checked I was a female, have no friends, never gone to cool parties, I can be a hardcore nerd, girly girl, or emo chick when i want to cuz thats just how i roll. Oh I grew up in foster homes, Once I was old enough I got out of my last foster home and moved with Dallon, everything was perfectly fine until you guys broke up and Dallon moved to be in the band, but I was happy for my Dally, I was exited for him."

"Why didn't you go with him?"

"Well I was in very famous university for photography that I got in with a full scholarship and Dallon knew that we both wanted to chase our dreams, but they were sadly in different worlds, But its all good now! Were together and he's about the same as when he left New York.... well the hairs different but i think i can live with it."

We chatted for a bit on the way to the hospital.

So I did it I cheered up Ryan! Well of course we are still worried for Jon, but if have a little hope and happiness everything will find away to turn out just fine. Trust me lets just say I have gone through alot over the past years.

Ryan just parked the car and got out, as I look around for my purse Ryan comes over and opens my side of the door, oh Ryan you beat me to it again. Well its still sweet. He's such a gentleman. I got up and to see that him giving me that fake smile again. I stretch out and give him a hug. For a moment he was suprised and didn't move, but then joined in with tighter hug. We huged for a minuet or two, then we were just standing really close to each other admiring each others facial structure.
"Just let it all out, I'm all ears." I said, because when I have a problem all I want do is tell someone, and I can see he want to talk about it.
"Its just that he's my only friend and... he's my BEST friend and I just don't want anything bad to happen to him!"
"Look he's going to be okay, Okay? And he is not your only friend, Im your friend too!....Look I have four tickets to go to Disneyland. Two for Saturday and two for Sunday, Dal and Spence are go to SanFransico for an interview for the weekend. And I already invited Brendon for Saturday and I have no one to go with for Sunday." I said as I made a puppy dog face.
"Well ....I guess I'm kinda free for Sunday so I ..." I interrupted him by giving him another hug.
"Yay I have a new bestie!" We laughed.
So I was such a loner before I came here to LA. Well mainly because Dallon moved Here. I was alone in the apartment I had in New York and sad for a long time, the bad part of that was that it was slowly turning to depression. But then I found love, which didn't work out. More depression came along. I became a cutter. I slowly pushed away all people I knew and friends. I never told Dallon, I knew that he would quit the band and live with me and take care of me but I would not want him to miss out on his dream! But then a few months ago some thing just clicked inside me I understood that being all sad and depressed was not going to change anything and I got help, I changed my ways and worked harded on my job and now I got the opportunity to be here for a while. Now I have Dallon, Spencer, Ryan, and that other dude.. what's his face ... the one that sings..uh Starts with a B.. oh yeah that Brendon dude, haha just kidding I love him, he's an awesome dude! Well not like that, like a close friend. When I first meet him I knew that we were going to be close. I am truly happier than I ever was in my life.