Looking For Freedom

Pure anger

(Y/N) pov

When Sans showed me my room I didn't even look around I was still angry I pulled him in and slammed the door.
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU"
I screamed at him scaring myself his face softened and he tried to come close to me I backed away.
"DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND HOW THAT FEELS? DO YOU HAVE ANY F*CKING CLUE WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH!"
I covered my face with my hands and realised you were crying you sobbed and backed up until you hit a wall you let your knees buckle and you sunk to the ground and cried like you had so many times after being beaten. You hear Sans walk towards you and feel his cold 'hands' grab your wrists you flinch because you think he will hit you. Instead he pulls your hands down and wipes away your tears.
"Don't cry ...I'm sorry I scared you"
He picks you up and sits on the bed nearby rocking you like your a child who had just had a bad dream.

Sans pov

I wasn't expecting what she had done after she slammed the door. I expected to be slapped or something but the anger in her eyes turned to tears as soon as the door was closed and she screamed at me. She looked so scared so confused and I wanted to help her but she wouldn't let me. After she covered her face and backed into the wall I tried moving towards her she sunk to the floor and she looked like a child. I did the only thing I could think to do I took her hands and she flinched like I was going to hit her. I wiped her tears away gently.
"Don't cry I'm sorry I scared you"
I heard myself say I held her and rocked her on the bed she wouldn't stop crying...what had I done?

(Y/N)'s pov again

(Hey me here I'm going to start saying I instead of you because it makes it more intimate and I'm to lazy to go back and change all the yous to I's ok back to the story)

I just sat there I gripped his shirt and cried I felt the hot tears come and I welcomed them. My father hit me when I cried so I tried not to ever cry. So I wasn't just crying because I was scared I cried away every single pain every raised fist that hit me every memory of my mom and how much she loved me. With my tears I washed away the good memories how me and my mother and father and brother were actually a family before she died. I cried in Sans's arms and wished everything could be ok again. I wanted my mother to hold me again and sing me lullabies I wanted my brother to be alive for him to laugh and joke with me to pick on me for saying dumb things. I wanted to remember how my father used to love me he used to hug me and never hit me. All the warmth and love from my past was gone my family died when my mother did and I mourned it. Sans stroke my hair and I guess we both fell asleep because when I woke up we were laying there on my new bed he was still holding me but we were laying down on the pillows my eyes were hot and puffy from crying I sighed and went back to sleep.

Sans pov again

I held (Y/N) for what seemed like hours finally she stopped crying I looked down and she was asleep. The poor girl had cried herself to sleep not even I had cried that much before. She kept mumbling about her family I took my phone out of my pocket and texted sans because I didn't wanna wake her up.

(Hey me again yes I know I'm annoying but I'm gonna put texts in dollar signs just because I can ok back to the story)

$ bro get papyrus and come up here (y/n) cried herself to sleep $

It took a second but my phone buzzed

$ fine we are coming $

Him and Papyrus came into the room a few seconds later and looked at us.

"WHAT HAPPENED?"
Papyrus says and sans smacks a hand over his mouth.
"shh paps we don't wanna wake her up"
Papyrus nods and the come over to me.
"Just help me put her to bed so I can get up"
I said and they tried to take her papyrus slipped his hands under her and sans held her head steady. She clung to me tighter and groaned.
"n-no"
She said in her sleep and I put an arm around her stomach.
"Wait....she won't let go"
They put her back down and I touched her hands trying to pull her fingers away from my shirt she clung tighter and moved around on my lap I sighed.
"Shes not gonna budge....I'll just stay in here tonight....just help me get up her she's making my bones hurt"
Ones again the did that I flipped slowly putting my legs on the bed I kicked off my slippers and she clung to me I laid my head on a pillow and she readjusted herself putting her head on my ribs and stretching her legs out she still gripped my white t-shirt tightly.
"Geez I'm never living this down am I guys?"
sans snickers and nods
"Never bro this goes to your grave"
I groaned and she moved around more but she wouldn't let go of me so I just kept laying there looking at the ceiling. Finally papyrus and sans left the room flicking off the light it was dark outside I looked at the stars for a while then I looked at her. (Y/N's) hair fell into her face it was (H/C) and I reached out and touched it. It was so soft I brushed it from her face and her skin was soft I sighed and closed my eyes.
"What did you get me into grillby"
I whisper in the darkness and soon I'm asleep and for the first time ever I sleep with no nightmares.

(This is kinda just a filler but it's so cute!!!
0-0 I actually wanna do this some day just innocently fall asleep in someone's arms
That would be nice....anyway see ya in the next one guys ... oh and I think ill start doing a word count
So in this chapter the word count it 1118 wow that's a lot of words...yay me)