Life story- based on a true story i think...

Its official--1

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you. Happy birthday Our girl Chari... Happy birthday to you!"

Well, I'm officially a teenager. 13, still got a future ahead of me...

I hate it when everybody sings me "happy birthday"... Its annoying. It makes me want to cry.

Im sensitive, if you haven't noticed. I cry all the time... I guess it's a girl thing? I cry on my birthday because my father wasn't there to celebrate with me...  He's never there for me at all. He alqays making up excuses saying,"Oh I'm sorry I have to work" or "I didn't have enough money" but he has a high paying job. He lives far away from me. It's been hard for me to kind of focus since I didnt have a father in my life. The only time I saw him is when I was 4. It's hard. Nobody knows that I feel left behind because of my father... I keep my words to myself since im a quiet kid, you know?

As they sing the birthday song to me, I try to hold back my tears, hoping nobody in the room notice that I was about to cry. Gladly the song was over, and I'm about to get some cake and ice cream.

I had to make a wish though, which sucks cause I want to eat. I made my wish.

'I wish... I could meet my father, get a job in engineering in the future, and get better in English class.' I thought to myself. I finally blew out the candles... Hoping the wishes would come true.

Now it was time to eat some caaaaaaake 😍

My birthday was last week... March 1st. Man I can't wait to be an 8th grader. But my mind was on school and getting my goals achieved. After my birthday, everything was back to normal in middle school.

And I hate it. But love it at the same time...

I love to be in school, I love to learn new things but its hard to stay strong against my enemies.

I was the main kid in middle school getting bullied and embarrased... I'll talk about that later.

I was the 'smartest kid in every class' even though I just get my work done and pay attention in class. Everybody admired my hard work and techniques I use. I was definitely good at math. It be so funny when I'm in math, everybody waits for me to say the answer even though I'm the quiet one in the class. 

Did I told you that I had friends?

Whale, I really didnt have any friends.. I had a couple, but not a lot.

I be with boys most of the time since I dont like being around girls that much. I'm more of a type of 'no drama zone' life. I'm not that annoying.

I had a couple of girls that I will introduce after my boys.

Eddie is my favorite friend outta all my friends. He's like my brother to me and he never left me since Day 1. Darrion was the chilled one, even though he has a crush on me, he doesn't know that I already figured it out ever since we met in class. Letroy, was my temporarily friend. I was introduced by one my my friends that they was a couple.

Now on to my girls:
Shawnnise was like me but more sensitive and more smarter. Hannah was my joker friend. When I meet up with her at the lunch table, I be like,"Wassup Hannah Montana!" Then eveybody be like,"hannah Montana hannah montana hannah Montana hannah montana"
Alexis was... The two faced one. She was cool with me in first semester in middle school but she stopped talkin to me when my birthday was around the corner, no need to tell me when you leaving honey, just pack yo things and out you go!
I had more but I'm not gonna keep going. I just want to tell you that they were my real friends.

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