Life story- based on a true story i think...

8th--3

My 8th grade year... Almost at high school.

Man I can't wait to go to North Central high school! I been wanting to go to that school when I got to Westlane middle.

I heard that they give out ice cream and cookies 😍

Im just waiting on the days to pass by as I'm getting my education. When I was in 8th grade, I met a boy named Damarcus. Oh my lawd he was bae (for a min😒).

We had gym class together. Our gym class was mixed with girls' and boys' gym class into one gym class together in a gym. He was up to my height, but one inch over. He was like 6'1 and I was 6ft. I was the tallest girl in eighth grade. He was the only boy I laid my eyes on throughout my days. He have long hair, but he had his hair as an afro with natural curls. He was a cute lightskin in eighth grade. I wasn't pretty sure if any girl had a crush on him since I heard rumors of him 'not having a girlfriend'. I really didn't show my feelings to him since he was talking to his 'boys'.

He was my only crush in eighth grade.

One day we had social studies with the most bipolar ass teacher ever. He was so damn biploar it was unbelievable. He be fine for one minute, but if someone fucks up on their assignment, that nigga goes off like a fire alarm like damn. I swear he needs to take a 'chill bruh' pill.

Anyways we had assigned seats and we sat across each other horizontally. His bitch ass friend Diego looking like a fucked up Post Malone was in front of him. I dont fucking know if he likes me or not but I know he needs to fix his fucking mouth since his teeth look like fucked up piano keys shit. We was talking and his bitch ass want to go ahead and say,"Why you talking to Damarcus? You know he don't like you. Just because he's tall like you doesn't mean he should be yo boyfriend." Then Damarcus gonna laugh at me and say,"Stop talking to me! You're so annoying, you ugly anyways."

That shit they said broke my heart but I try to play it off by roasting them,"Diego shut up! You're uglier than your 'girlfriend'. Your teeth need to be replace, as well as your face. Y'all probably brothers since both of y'all teeth is messed up so stop talking all that about me even though you dont even know me."
Tell me why Diego said," You're the ugly one in this school since you have that mole on yo face, looking like a witch." Diego and Damarcus just laughed at me as I'm trying to hold my tears and hide my mole. I dont know where this mole came from but it's puberty I guess. I been having acne problems since I was 12. I have sensitive skin. My face breaks out easily.

My heart was crushed like it was shot from the back when that happened to me in the first week of February... That's when I stopped talkin to him.

I think a girl likes him. Because this bitch named Cameron was in my gym class with Damarcus and all and she always having the most disrespectful comments to say to my face like why the fuck you coming at me even though you don't know me.

Every time I say hi to him, this was earlier before I stopped talkin to Damarcus, she mean mug me with the most disgusting and ghetto face expression. She never liked me at all. I dont know why but i assume she's just jealous of who i am, I DONT KNOW.

But she never liked me in the first place...

Almost all my friends from my 7th grade year is gone...

Alexis moved and I'm happy about that. Hannah moved somewhere I forgot. Shawnnise moved in January I think, I'm not sure. Eddie and Darrion was there, also Letroy. Letroy was in my Guitar class with Michael and Ryan (my new friends in 8th grade). Letroy was with shawnnise for a min until she or he dumped her or him, I don't know who make the first move.

Eddie was in my humanities(social studies) class with me. And Darrion was gone, somewhere in different classes.

After the 2 weeks of February passed, shit changes...