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Insecure
A very flawed character trait that results from low confidence and low self-esteem, often due to rejection or a humiliating experience as a child. They feel socially inadequate, causing them to worry about what people think about them. They want to be liked by people and will go out of their way to please others, because they don't want people mad at them. Insecure people often compare themself to others to see how they "stack up" against the perceived "competition." An insecure male will often be controlling in his relationship, because he feels he is not worthy of having his woman and, therefore, fears his girlfriend will find a better man. He will listen in on other people's conversations to hear if people are talking bad about him, or will read his woman's diary to see if she is betraying him. Insecure people will often insult or bully others to feel better about themselves. They will also lie about their alleged "success" to impress people. Basically, insecure people hide their real self to avoid being rejected or despised, when most of their perceptions are false
Being insecure is probably the most common emotional problem.
taken from urbandictionary.com

Being insecure was normal for every human being. To feel imperfect wasn't an abnormal thing for you to feel. Normally you'd just ignore all the insecurities creeping up your throat. But lately you didn't know was getting to you this time. Maybe it was the fact that your thighs touched or that your face was framed by chubby cheeks. Yet you didn't think that you looked too bad right? You were going to meet up with Genji. You'd been dating for a while now and he wanted you to meet his colleagues. Normally you'd tell him to rearrange it for another time because you weren't feeling it. But you didn't want to worry him with your insecurities. While getting ready you felt like nothing fit properly it was either too baggy or too small and tight. You stood in the mirror finally decided on an outfit. Just as Genji walked into your shared bedroom. " My love are you ready yet " he spoke with grace. Contemplating how you looked in the mirror finally speaking up " yes dear." Genji had sensed there was some thing "love is there something wrong" he questioned. You tensed up and nervously sputtered out "N-Nothing." It honestly sounded more like you were trying to convince yourself than trying to convince him. Genji didn't believe you yet didn't want to press the matter further. Due to the both of you were going to be late for your meeting. Rushing you out of your apartment finally making it to the overwatch headquarters. Rubbing your hands on your dress to rid them of the sweat that had gather from nervousness. At this moment all you could think about was that these people you were going to meet were people Genji respected. What if they didn't think you were good enough for him. The sweat on your hand had begun to get worse. " My love" Genji's voice broke you from your thoughts. You turned and responded " yes Genji." His hand leaving yours for all to long. Lifting your face to meet his. " My love, I'm going to get some of my friends. You can wait here alright?" You nodded as his hand slowly made it from you face down to his side. Genji turned and walked away suddenly missing his warmth. You looked around the room eyes finally landing on a window were you could slightly see you reflection. In an instant your stomach dropped. In your eyes you looked like a whale you couldn't even stand to look at yourself. Quickly looking away from the window heart thumping loudly. How could Genji even stand to look at you. You couldn't stand to look at yourself. Light footsteps filled the silent room as multiple pairs feet walked toward. Your head shot up quickly noting to beautiful woman approaching you along with Genji. She was perfect, perfect shape, perfect face she was just perfect. This dreadful feeling set in the middle of your chest making it feel hallow and empty. You didn't understand why didn't he go with her I'm mean she absolutely perfect. You were just you round, chubby, and fat. Before you knew it your mind was spinning and so was the world around you and everything went black. " My love, My love" a gentle voice shook you awake. Your head was pounding your eyes could barley make out the figure above you. " My love are you alright" you know who it was by the gentleness in his voice. "I'm alright Genji" you spoke barley audible to human ears. But you knew Genji enough to know he heard you. You look around noticing the the lime green walls of you shared bedroom.Wondering how you got here you open your mouth to speak But were interrupted by Genji " I carried you here." You shut your mouth quickly thinking back on what happend. Trapped in your thoughts you didn't seem  to notice the robotichand slipping into
yours."My love?" Genji questioned " What is bothering you?"He said as he gently squeezed your hand "I'm fine Genji." You said looking at your lap. " My love, you and I both know that isn't true"
you couldn't even look at him. You knew he would disapprove of the way you were thinking about yourself. You opened your mouth to speak but all that came out was a loud sob. Genji instantly came to your aid trying to sooth the sobs that came out of your mouth. Rubbing your back slowly Genji slowly tried to make sense of your sobs but only getting pieces of this emotional puzzle. He was starting to get it but what confirmed what he was thinking was when you spoke to him and asked " Genji why do you love me. I mean I'm not skinny  like other girls. You don't have to stay with me out of pity" you let out the breath you didn't know you were holding in. You start to get up to leave the room to leave Genji. As soon as you got to the bed room door a hand grab your shoulder spinning you around. Only for you to come face to face with Genji. His hands grabbed both sides of your face his mask away from his face tears in his eyes. His words finally reached your ears " please don't  leave  I love you" he said as his hands made it down to your hips " I love all of you. I don't want anybody else. I love your softness your curves" he spoke in rush as if you were to disappear at any moment. " I love all of you" Genji choked out  falling to his knees. You slowly slid to the floor. Taking his face in your hands as his hands made it around your waist.  Your four heads touching  at that moment . You two stayed there. Holding each other in silence. At that moment you both needed each other to reassure each other that your insecurities didn't matter as long as you were together.