I Wish Everything Would Be Alright (Justin Bieber, Jason McCann, One Direction)

26. Nincanpoop

Me: what?

What the hell? Did selena say something again?

Me: tell me what's wrong...!

Jason: you say you're going out with a couple of friends. You don't even tell me where you are, don't pick up your phone.

What?

Me: I forgot to pick up my phone from class, Jay. I'm sorry. But I  called you through Carson's phone.

Jason: oh yea, about Carson-

Me: he's a friend, Jay!

Jason: you gave him a lap dance, c'mon!

Me: lap dance? What lap dance? Let's be reasonable here!

Jason: IT'S OBVIOUS THAT YOUR CHEATING ON ME, HONEY! JUST SAY IT TO MY FACE! TELL ME THAT IT'S OVER OR SOMETHING!

Me: what the hell are you talking about?

I tried to keep calm.

Jason: I'M SURE YOU KNOW WHAT THE HELL I'M TAKING ABOUT! I FUCKING HATE YOU! YOU SHOULD JUST BREAK UP WITH ME! I LOST YOU ONCE, I THINK I CAN HANDLE IL IT AGAIN!

Me: WHAT THE HELL ARE TALKING ABOUT? WHY WON'T YOU TELL ME? I DIDN'T DO-

Jason's hand contacted my cheek and just plain pain was left on my cheek. Before I could stop them, my tears poured out.

Me: you promised, Jay. You promised you won't intentionally hurt me...

Jason started at the hand he slapped me with.

Jason: no no no no no no no no no... I didn't mean to-

Me: FINE! I HATE YOU, TOO, JASON! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU!

Jason's POV

Honey is screaming at me about how much she hates me, but nothing seemed to reach my brain. I just slapped my girl... I just slapped Honey.

Honey: look at me, Jason.

I looked up. She was crying, and there was a red mark on her cheek. She went to the calendar and pointed at today. August 21st.

Honey: today, August 21st, is my birthday, Jason. It's my fucking birthday. And since my douche bag boyfriend can't remember, my friends decided to open a birthday party. You should check your phone Jason, you should. That lap dance? Ha! I just wiggled, Jason. I wiggled like a worm. I hugged Carson cuz he planned the whole fucking party. This isn't the worse birthday ever, trust me. There's been worse. But look.

She showed my heart right hand which had a ring. It looked just like the one I found with the teddy.

Honey: even Andy remembered. He bought me a ring that looks exactly like my purity ring except for that it's a ruby, not a blue diamond.

That was her purity ring? I was too ashamed of myself to look at Honey in the eye. I took a step closer to her.

Me: I'm sorry, I didn't mean to slap you. I just lost it.

I reached out for her hand.

Honey: don't touch me. Don't you dare touch me!

She was crying. It hurt. It hurt that not only was she crying, she was crying cuz she didn't want me to touch her.

Me: baby, I love you.

Honey: really? You know, once, a couple people told me that you were dangerous. They said that you'll hurt me without thinking.