"Bloodshot eyes, awoken by midnight cries, you're all I think about at night, I wake up feeling like this is all my fault & I'm the reason I feel so alone. Without you by my side, the only joy I feel is smoking a pack of cigarettes or drinking my day away. Oh how I miss the outdoors & how the leaves would fall off the trees every autumn, similar to me. Or how it smelt after it would rain, but every time I try to walk out my front door all I can see is your pretty face across the street, & the truth is you look happier without me. I often try to clam myself down by smoking weed, but rather I smoke to much or not enough. It's no use, I feel no matter what I do, I'm in love with you. I can't get over you, gosh how I've tried. I'm sorry, you will forever have my heart."
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Original Poems; Britney Heiden// Part 1
Poezie"Just poems about what I've been thought, my existence, feelings, thoughts & my story."
