I'm Happier Than Ever (Phan)

Chapter 2

Phil POV

I woke up and I was on my bed bandaged up? What the hell happened? I know that I over reacted a bit but why was I in bed? I guess Dan felt sorry for me and brought me back to my room. He's probably in his room on his laptop or something. "Dan?!" I yell standing up and walking towards his door. The door is open and nobody is there. I start looking for him. "Dan" I'm scared he ran off or something. But then I suddenly realize. The bathroom. Is he maybe cleaning up the mess. I see the door is cracked open I look in when I see Dan. On the floor, passed out, covered in blood and blood coming from his head too. I run to him and pick him up "Dan be okay, I'm sorry I over reacted. You are perfect. I need you."

Dan POV

I was in a room it was dark but there were two doors. One said 'Exit' and the other 'Enter'. I had no idea what it should mean. I walked closer when they both opened. There was an image of Phil with my unconscious body in his lap. I think he was crying again. "Why did I have to invade his privacy" I sigh. I'm such an asshole. The 'Enter' door was me laughing and enjoying life with my brothers and family. And it looked like me when i was younger. Could I go back to the time I wasn't that alone. 

Could I have a family again. Or do I go back to the depressing but also fun life with Phil and my Youtube life. I think I will choose.. Phil. He is the only person who can make me cry and laugh hysterically at the same time. My bestfriend and my idol who I still look up to. 

I need him. I walk in the door and suddenly I'm back In the bathroom. I open my eyes the light burns. "Wha-What is going on" I mumble. "Shh it's okay Dan. You are going to be fine. Please, Please don't do it again." he strokes my head. "Ow, why does my head hurt" I sleepily whine. 

"I think you hit your head on the sink. Because your head is kinda bloody." He sighed. "We need to get you to the hospital" He sits up but still supporting my scarred and bloody form. "I think not. I don't trust doctors, they are scary and ask too many questions. Please don't make me go to  the hospital Phil" I sniff. 

"Fine" He searched for the bandages and disinfectant. He took out the first aid kit and started dabbing my head and cuts with the stinging liquid. "Ow, Fuck that hurts" I yell. "Oh erm sorry Dan" he politely smiles. "I really thought you had died Dan. You weren't breathing properly and I was really scared I was going to lose you" Phil looked like he was going to cry again.

"I love you Phil. Like actually love you. I'm not even kidding, please don't leave me Phil" I was scared he would be disgusted by me but instead he leaned in and kissed me.

The Phil Lester kissed me. Woah this is really Amazing.

"Promise you will try to stop" he pleaded and hugged me tightly "I'll try but no promises" I insured him. This won't be easy for the both of us. My birthday was three weeks away and I didn't want him to be sad on my birthday. The day I usually cut most because in the years before I met Phil, nobody cared if it was my special day. I sung happy birthday to myself. I had no-one. But now I have Phil and I'm kinda happy again.

I felt a single tear roll down my cheek and I collapsed again.

Phil's POV

He went unconscious again. He might really need medical help and he said no hospital. This is a really difficult situation. Do I get my friend to the hospital or let him be in pain but happy here. "I need to get him to the hospital. Now." I said.

I took a towel and laid it under Dan's head. I quickly rushed to my bedroom and got my phone. I dialed PJ's number knowing he had a car. "Hey Peej, we have a pretty bad situation here. Could you help me get Dan to the hospital?" I waited for his answer."Oh God Phil what happened?" He sounded really worried. "Well he freaked out and started cutting again. He fell down and hit his head on the sink." I went on. "Holy shit, I'll be there in like ten minutes" He hung up.