Feelings

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Rachel

The events of last night were all rushing through my mind like a hamster running on a wheel. It was very clear to me that Grayson and I had some sort of connection.

The sad thing is that I'm pretty sure that we will go back to be his old self after the weekend is over. Everything that i thought we had will be long gone by then.

Some people know me as, this amazing softball player that got a full ride to UCLA because thats the only thing I'm good at. But, nobody really knows what it feels like to be trapped in emotion.

Nobody knows that i just want to be loved, i want to care for someone. People always think that I'm a badass or a hot person and thats all that i would ever be. They are so wrong, very far from the truth. Very far from what i really want in life.

People don't know that I'm actually a really smart person, they think i got here just because of the softball full ride.

So here i am laying in bed, with the only sound being my slow but steady breathing. I look over at the clock and it shows 2:30am. For the past day i have been asking myself the same question over and over again. "What am i really doing?"

My heart feels like a ticking time bomb, and soon enough my heart is going to explode.

Grayson's POV.

I was suddenly being jerked awake out of my amazing dream about Hawaii. I look over to my left and its my idiotic brother Ethan.

"What the fuck do you want Ethan?" My mind was pacing back and fourth because I'm really anxious to see what he wants to talk to me about, the last time we had a conversation like this my grandfather had passed away.

"I need to have a serious talk with you, and you better be really serious." He exclaimed. He shifted his weight onto my bed, his mouth being agape, motioning that he had something to say.

"Okay I'm down to talk, as long as you don't get emotional." I sat up because i wanted to hear what he needed me for.

"You better not be using her, just like all of you're other girl toys." He exclaimed. By this point i was fuming, i swear that i had steam coming out of my ears and my face was redder than a ripe tomato.

"Are you FUCKING kidding me Ethan, this is what you awoke me for?"

"Whatever bro, karma is gonna get you so bad." He them got up from my bed and started towards the door, turned to look at me and chuckled and slammed the door.

He thinks that he can tell me what to do? Im so sick and tired of him watching out for me, like man I'm not 5 years old i can take care of myself.

My parents always told me that Ethan was the better child, and how i was always a fucking disappointment. People always wonder why i get so mad, and play around with some girls? Maybe because i had a really shitty childhood that nobody seems to understand.

I finally was all dressed and ready to go to my morning classes, i walked downstairs and i grabbed an apple and my backpack and i left for the campus.

On the drive on the way to school, i was thinking about what Ethan's last comment was..... "whatever bro, karma is gonna get you so good." In my mind i didn't know what exactly to think, was he trying to wish bad luck upon his brother?

As i was driving, i spotting a lonely girl that was walking to school. She turned to look at me through my car window and it was Rachel Johnson. The girl that i hung out with at the party a couple of days ago.

I started to slow down, and she sped up and i was getting tired of all of her bullshit.

"Rachel, get in the car i will drive you to school." This only make her walk faster, i don't know what i did wrong but for some reason i had this pang in my chest that was telling me to do something about it and to make it right.

She looked at me through the car window and she finally gave in, and was walking toward the passenger side. She hopped into the car and put on her seatbelt. She was avoiding eye contact for some reason but i really wanted her to pay attention to me.

We were on our way to school and i put my right hand onto her thigh, and i smirked. I could that she liked it so then, i slowly moved my hand close to her heat. Before i know it my fingers were pumping sloppily in and out of her.

She was being pleased by me and it was the greatest feeling in the world, she was panting and she was moaning my name.

"Grayson."

"SAY IT LOUDER!" I exclaimed

"GRAYSONNNNNN."

"Whats my name?"

"Grayson."

"No. I want you to call me daddy." I exclaimed. I was really enjoying this right now, and i don't know how I'm going to go into class after this. I looked down at my lap, and there he was my little friend sticking straight up. Well shit.

"FUCK DADDY." Less than 5 seconds later i felt a warm liquid. I pulled my fingers out and i licked them all clean. Less than 2 minutes later we arrived at school.

We were heading to biology, we weren't late. We sat right next to each other in our normal seats, and i couldn't stop myself from smirking to myself. I looked over at her, then i leaned in and whispered "baby, we will finish later."

What the fuck am i doing.

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