Take it Off (One Direction fanfic)

Chapter 24

Management hadn't been kidding when they had said they were locating us in the amazon. We were now so far in, I was scared of leaving this suprisingly luxiurious cabin. It was more like a holiday house, but eh. Details weren't important at a time like this.

"Lila", Harry sighed frustrated,"Will you please stop fidgeting.

"Uh..uh..i, sorry", I whispered.

He sighed once again.

"Lila, what's wrong?", he grunted, as if he didn't really care.

He was speaking to me as if I was of such low importance, it disgusted me.

I scoffed, picking myself up and walking away.

Harry had been at me about every little thing since we got here over four hours ago.

I paced back and forth around the room.

"Can you please stop fucking pacing!", Harry yelled, looking back down at his phone.

"What are you doing anyway? You've been on that darn phone for hours", I interjected, plucking his phone away from him, fed up.

He let out of a sound of protest, struggling for his phone.

'And you could do that thing that makes me moan the way you like......'

I stopped reading, disgusted with what I was had read, and dropped his phone as if it were diseased.

A faint, cracking sound was just audible.

"EwwEwwEw, you were sexting!? Ew. I can't believe I read that."

"Of coarse I wasn't! There's no bloody reception!"

"But that message", i muttered stupidly.

"You broke my phone! You fucking broke it!", Harry yelled, picking up the reminets of his phone, and successfully changing the subject.

I flinched slightly, but bit back at Harry, confidence seeming to bubble in my veins.

"Who are you!? Who have you turned into? Why? You were vying for my attention when we first met. You were all over me. Kissing me. Touching me. Seemingly wanting me. Caring! or atleast pretending to! What changed that!?, huh? Tell me! Please tell me, because you've got me going crazy! I'm so confused", I yelled, tears spilling so easily down my feebile cheeks.

"What changed!? What changed?", Harry roared, inching ever so closer to me.

His breath hit my cheek, warm and minty.

"I got scared", he whispered. "I got pathetic, scared, and weak. I got scared, because my feelings got real. I fell for you. I really fell for you, and now your with Niall", he said, cupping my cheek with his soft, large hands.

My breath hitched in my throat, my heart rate jumping.

"Please allow me to take this sin from your lips. It can be our little secret. Promise", he whispered, as he leaned even closer, his lips hovering over mine.

I swallowed, nodding even so slightly, but that was all the permission he needed.

His lips moved against mine, with so much love, so much sincerity, it ached.

I kissed him back, moving with sync against his lips, his body, his touch.

Not  even my mind nagging me to stop; screaming that I was with Niall could ruin this moment.

I was in pure bliss.

But then Harry got a bit cocky, and bit down on my lip, and I stumbled out of my trance, out of Harry's arms.

A huge wave of guilt flooded through me.

I was with Niall. I had Niall.

Why had I kissed Harry?

I was seriously starting to doubt myself, more than I ever had before.

"I have to..umm..go;,,..goldfish", I mumbled stupidly, making a beeline for the bedrooms.

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