trigger warning (stay safe)
Do it, Tyler.
No, blurry, stop.
Just step off of the chair.
No.
You have nothing to live for.
"3, 2, 1," I mutter.
I gasp for air one last time.
***********
I awake to find me in a hospital, laying on a stiff mattress, my head resting on a pillowcase.
You've tried 4 times, Tyler. You can't even kill yourself properly. You can't do anything correctly.
Will you leave me alone for 3 seconds, blurry?
I'm always here, Tyler.
"Tyler!"
My head whips to find Jenna.
My girlfriend.
"Ty, what happened?"
I sit in science for what seems like forever, with my eyes being glossed over with tears.
"Tyle-" Jenna tries to place a hand on me but I reject, swatting her away.
"Jenna, I think you should leave."
"Why? What did I-"
"You should have been there for me before I tried to fucking kill myself."
That was the last I heard of Jenna Black.
A/N: I put Save by Tyler Joseph at the top because I think it's v underrated and amazing. And thank you for putting up with my awful writing :))
