Fear of it All

2- I Dont Do Cars

I watched frozen as he walked towards his silver truck. I stood staring at him. I'm not getting in that death trap. It could kill me. Like the stairs and the planes and all the other things in the world.

"You coming or what." Zander rest his arms on the top of the truck. Sitting in the frame of the window, his legs in the drivers seat. I quickly shook my head. "What! Why? Come on I'm not getting detention again because of you." He seemed irritated. I started shaking, I'm going to get in a wreck and die if I get in there. DIE! Me! I will die! 

"Please!" I whisper yelled. "What? Please what?" He seemed confused.
"Walk with me I'll explain on the way." I quickly mumbled.

"So what's the deal with my truck? It's not that bad." He said looking back at it. I smelt the cologne he had on. It was swirling around me, and felt like home. The leather jacket he had on was like his brand, his mark. "I can't ride in cars." I said quietly. Still shaking, I try to control it but it only makes it worse. "Hey you okay?" He goes to touch me. "Wait." I flinch away. "What? You are freaking confusing. Okay! What about my truck?" He pokes that question again. "I'm afraid." I look at my feet and kick a rock. He scoffs and stops. "Afraid?" He repeats. "Okay dude! There are certain things I just can't do and ride in a rolling soup can of death you call cars are one of them. I freak out okay?! I can't... I can't do things sometimes because they hurt. Because they freaking torture me sometimes, are you happy!" I didn't realize I started to yell at him. I sit there, my jaw dropped. Oh no. "I'm sorry!" I murmur out quickly. "No, no. It's fine. I needed a walk." He says it like haze. Like he is thinking about something. "We're almost there. You see the pavilion?" We made it to the lake. It was peaceful especially the pavilion. A fairly large group of kids swarmed around it. Packed. People. Crowds. Death. "Stop." I command him. He looks over and rolls his eyes. "What is it this time... What's your name again.?" He trails off. "I'm Anna hello. Okay you need to promise me something. Okay?" He sits there expecting me to go on. "Okay?!" I say again, this time alittle more forceful. "Yeah yeah what is it, Anna." "You can't leave me, don't ditch me please." I quietly plead. I should have known this would be packed. "Why... Don't tell me." He groans, rubbing his temple.

"I can't be in crowds." I shrink into a tiny non existent speck.

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Tell me what I should be doing. Like tips and junk because I'm alittle in over my head lol. :|

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Is this moving to fast? I feel like it is... Hmm give me some tips on what to do if you want of course lol. See you...! :^/