Ryan [P.O.V.]
What was I doing? I just made out with Brendon on stage. Was I insane? Well from a medical stand point yes. My mother had me tested. I looked at Brendon gulping down a water bottle and I just wanted to connect his plump lips with my thin ones again. I wanted him so close to me. I wanted him. Everything that he is. Jon walked up to me,
"Really Ryan? Aren't you supposed to be older? What the hell was that?"
I sighed looking at Jon,
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that I know. Not on stage at least."
Jon laughed,
"Dude I'm just kidding that fans loved it, and I think you two both enjoyed yourselves as well."
I felt my cheeks flush. Brendon sauntered over. He whispered in my ear,
"We need to talk."
I nodded,
"I know, trust me I know."
Brendon grabbed my hand. He pulled me into the next room and covered my mouth. He whispered,
"Before, let me just say this. Ryan I really like you and I know you're straight, but I think I might be bisexual."
I didn't feel any shock what so ever. As he uncovered my mouth I leaned up and pressed our lips together. His mouth was still at first then began to move. I grabbed his tie and pulled him closer. I felt his hand snake around my waist and pull me in tighter. I grabbed his long hair and gave it a soft tug to feel him moan into my mouth. He once again licked my bottem lip begging for enterance. He explored my mouth like a pro. Our tongues massaged one another so sweet and tenderly. I pulled away to rest my forehead against his. He looked into my eyes and I lifted a finger to my mouth like he so often does in videos and on stage. He smirked so devilishly at me that I almost lost my breath.
"I guess I am too Bren." I whispered.
He pulled me close as placed a light peck on my lips which left me yearning for more of his affection. I felt him grab my arm and we walked back out. He dropped my arm as we came out. Awkwardly enough we had walked out of a closet. That actually was ironic. Spencer looked at me like
'so are you going to tell me?' I just nodded 'yes, in due time.' He smiled at me. We had always had this like unspoken communication. We had been friends forever so it just came naturally. Brendon smiled at me,
"So, pizza tonight boys?"
Jon spoke up,
"Actually gentleman I have a date with my favorite lady so I will be gone."
Spencer snickered,
"Favorite lady means your hand huh?"
Jon muttered,
"No."
Spencer laughed,
"Just messing with you Jon, actually I have plans as well. I need to catch up on my sleep. Desperately."
I felt that I knew why. Spencer's bunk is right beside mine and I had been having some pretty bad night terrors. I felt bad but I can't really control my horrible damaged subconcious. Brendon smiled at me again.
"Ryan, that leaves us alone. Do you want to get some pizza ordered in and watch a couple movies?"
I thought about it. Spending a night alone with Brendon Urie the man I really wanted to kiss again. Well, Hell Yes!
"Sure Bren, that sounds like fun." I smiled at him as I said it.
He smirked and grabbed his phone,
"Ryan, you take a shower first then I will okay lovely? And is pepperoni okay?"
I just nodded yes and he was off being his own energetic self.
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FanfictionRyan hears Jon and Spencer talking and it plants some seeds in his head. Does he really like Brendon or was it just what Jon and Spencer said that made him question his own sexuality?