chapter four

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It felt like forever. I kept looking at the time. I couldn't sleep. I wished this went faster. I started thinking about so many things. I went on a rant inside my mind. About everything. And started worrying. I never got the gum and beef jerky Soohyun wanted. I suddenly want beef jerky. Why does time take so long to pass? I try to close my eyes and sleep but I'm thinking too much. I'd rather have them stick a needle in me so I could just pass out so I wouldn't think anymore. Sometimes I just want to let life go and not worry so much about the future. Future. That was one word I was afraid of. I have no plans. Another word I hate is forever. Nothing lasts forever. Lastly, I was afraid of love. I dated before but I always dumped them when they said that they loved me. Truth be told, I don't believe in love. Love only belongs in a fairytale. Plus, relationships always end in either a breakup, divorce, or death. I mean, we all know I'm right. Right? I hope so. I checked my phone again. It was one o'clock. I have at least one more hour left.

I finally got tired from thinking and closed my eyes.
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I opened my eyes and groaned. I slept sitting up leaning against the cold, hard bars. My back hurts. What time is it? I checked my phone and it was three fifty. What happened? Did they leave me? I shouldn't have slept should I? I heard a deep yell and footsteps coming down the hall. It was Tae.

"Let me go, you faggots!" He yelled.
"Shut it, Tae. He told me not to trust you and I shouldn't have." It was a really familiar voice. He was in my high school calculus class. Kim Namjoon. That's the name. He was the smartest one in my class. I was second. He has a really high IQ. I was jealous of him. How many other people that I know are here? I saw Tae walk down the hallway and into the cell next to me. Namjoon locked him inside and walked out.

"What happened?" I asked.
"We got caught." He said, sighing.
"Are Jimin and Misook locked somewhere else?"
"Yeah, but I think they're planning to move them here at some point."
"Why are Misook and I even kidnapped and brough here in the first place?"
"Well I-"
"Shut up in there!" Namjoon yelled from the door.

I sighed and sat down again.

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