Abused Love (One Direction fan fiction)

#DONE

Chapter 15: #DONE

Aryn's POV

I walk up the little sidewalk to go to the front door of the boys' house. Im not excited for this. They will be worried, well they are, they will possibly be angry with me for not telling them. And last but not least, Liam and I were texting, and he said Louis was down stairs. So I will be seeing him.

I walk in the door.

"ARYN!!" Perrie yells running up to me and giving me a giant hug.

"hi!" I say patting her back.

"why didn't you tell us where you went?" Niall asks walking up to us.

"well its nice to see you too Niall!" I sarcastically yell laughing.

"seriously though. Why didn't you tell us? And why didn't you answer us?" he asks hugging me once Perrie let go of me.

"I'm sorry. I just got caught up in my thoughts I guess." I say shrugging my shoulders. All of the boys have walked up to us, including Louis.

He is staring at the ground. This is so very awkward.......

"well, I'm hungry." I say patting my tummy.

"me too." Niall says.

I sigh and shake my head at him.

"yeah, do we even have anything to eat?" Harry asks.

"no. I doubt it." Liam answers.

"well, perfect chance to go to Nandos!" Niall yells with a big grin on his face.

"we went there two days ago. Jeez! Give us a break!" Harry yells with a laugh. In return, Niall gives him a death glare which makes Harry shut up.

"I can eat some Nandos." Perrie says looking at Zayn shrugging her shoulders.

"sure." Zayn replies pecking Perrie on the lips, which makes Perrie smile.

Aww Zerrie!

Perrie gives me a death glare.

"what?" I ask very confused.

"you was like 'awwww Zerrie!'" she says with a very girly voice when she said 'aww Zerrie'.

"I said that out loud?" I ask quietly.

"yes. Yes you did." she says as Zayn starts smiling.

"what are you smiling at?" I ask Zayn.

"that you think we're cute." he says with a smirk.

"doesn't everybody? I mean, be serious!" I yell laughing.

"well." he says smiling. Perrie looks back at him and they kiss.

"Dawwww." I coo and walk on to the kitchen.

I hear footsteps behind me. I look back to see Niall on my tail.

"yes?" I ask stopping.

"I'm hungry." he says shrugging his shoulders.

"so, how'd it go after I left?" I ask walking over to the fridge.

"well. We talked. And it ended as her insulting me and me walking away." he says quietly, not looking at me in the eyes.

"hey, it's okay. If she wants to be with someone that won't treat her well, then let her be." I say putting my hands on his shoulders.

"but. I would treat her right. And she deserves right." he says looking at his feet.

"I know. I know. She would be your princess." I say to him, now he is looking at me in the eyes.

"why can't she realize it?" he says to me even quieter then we have been.
I pull him into a tight hug.

"Niall, just give it time. Maybe she will come to her senses."

"I hope she comes to it quick." he says with a laugh.

"yeah. She's a smart girl. She will." I say with a smile after I come out of the hug.

"let's go out!" Harry yells to everyone.

"okay, okay. Calm yo self!!" I yell as I walk into the room that everyone else in.

"well. You all walked away!" Harry yells back, even though I'm like ten feet away.

"well maybe you should've been more interesting. Then maybe we would've stayed." I say poking his nose and walking towards the front door.

I just was talking to him like a three year old......

"okay......" Harry says awkwardly.

"what?" I ask raising my voice.

"nothing jeez!" he says.

"well." I say way too dramatically.

"c'mon. I'm hungry!" Perrie whines as she is holding Zayn's hand pulling him outside.

We all walk to the car.

Louis drives, Harry in passenger, I'm sitting next to Niall which is sitting on liam and next to Perrie sitting on Zayn's lap.

"this is illegal guys." Perrie says.

"it's not illegal unless you get caught!" I yell out which makes everybody crack up laughing. Everybody including Louis. He had to pull over to the side of the road because he was laughing so hard.

"Louis, just don't get pulled over." Harry says still laughing.

"I'll try." he says still dying of laughter.

After awhile, the car ride is silent and Niall is like two feet higher then me and is staring down at me like I'm a peasant.

"I'm not a peasant Niall! Stop staring at me like I'm a disgrace!" I yell causing him to start laughing.

"what are you talking about?" Perrie asks looking over at us.

"noth-" I say before getting interrupted by Niall.

"shhh. Peasant! Did I give you permission to speak?" Niall asks looking at me like I'm an idiot.

"sorry royal Heifer." I say causing Perrie to laugh and Niall to look hurt.

"rude!" he says.

"you'll get over it." I say looking up to him.

"you are different." Liam says staring at me.

"I'm not sure which way to take that, but I'll take it as a compliment." I say with a smirk.

"whatever." he mumbles with a slight chuckle.


Louis' POV

We just got into the car and I started to drive. Harry is sitting next to me and I have no idea how everybody fit into this five seated car, when there is seven of us.

"This Is illegal guys." Perrie says.

"it's not illegal unless you get caught!" Aryn yells out. I start laughing and tears come to my eyes because I'm laughing so hard. I can't really see, so I pull over to the side of the road.

Once we calm down a bit I start driving again.

Niall, Aryn, and Perrie are having a conversation. I silently laugh at a few things.

I hate how I can't be in a conversation with Aryn. I miss her so much. I just wish I could stare at her beautiful face once again without her thinking I'm a freak. But I miss her wih all my heart. Its actually breaking every time I look at her. Mostly because I can't say anything to her or anything.

And we still haven't had our first kiss yet. I think that she didn't want to push it so far too quickly. I didn't want to push her into anything. But I have been kissing her on the cheek and whatnot, but that's about it. And now, it's too late.

Everyone has small conversations here and there.

We pull into the parking lot and walk into the restaurant.

"table for seven." Liam says as he is in front of us all.

"right this way." the man says and walks us to a table.

I am at like the middle of the table. Harry and Liam are next to me. Across me is Perrie and next to her is Niall and Zayn. Aryn sits at the end of the table next to Niall and Harry.

"so I've gathered you all here today......" Aryn says looking at us all serious and has her fingers hooked together saying it in a deep voice. We all start laughing loudly. Probably too loud, but whatever.

"so, what can I get you all today?" a waitress asks us.

We order our drinks and she walks off. She looks about thirty.....

She soon comes back with our drinks.

"alright. What do you want for the food?" she asks.

We order our food and once she brings it back, we dig in.

"sooooo." Aryn says awkwardly.

"yesssss." Niall asks in the same tone.

"did you just mock me?" Aryn asks looking at Niall.

"maybe." he says looking off in another direction.

"mocking me wont help in your situation." Aryn says with a cold glare.

"what are you talk-" Niall says before getting interrupted by Aryn smacking him on the back of the head.

"ow. That hurt." Niall complains.

"next time don't mock me." she says looking scary, and then adding a fake laugh at the end when everyone else is laughing but then she gives Niall a cold glare ad then laughs again.

"what do you want to do now?" I ask looking at everyone once we all finish eating.

"I don't know. Lets do something random." Harry says.

"like what?" Liam asks.

"roller blading." Perrie suggests.

"yeah, okay. Because that will happen." Aryn says seriously.

"just ideas." Perrie says to her laughing.

"what's wrong with roller blading?" Liam asks Aryn.

"ain't no way I'll be doing that. I'll break my neck. And while in the process of breaking my neck, I'll break your neck running into you." Aryn says looking at him.

"okay, no to that idea." Liam says looking at Perrie.

"do you have an idea?" Niall asks Aryn.

"I want to paint." she says looking at all of us except me.

"sure." Perrie says shrugging her shoulders.

"I'm down with that." I say as we all get up.

"good." Harry says to me. I laugh at him and he laughs along with me.

"so where exactly are we gonna go and paint?" Perrie asks.

"Uhhh. Good question." Niall says with a fake laugh.

"actually let's go ice skating!" Aryn yells with a big smile on her face.

"you want to go ice skating but not rollerblading?" Perrie asks Aryn. Aryn just shrugs her shoulders.

"okay, where to?" I ask sitting down in the drivers seat.

"24 hour Icy Skates!" Perrie yells.

"alright." I say and drive to wherever Perrie pointed me to.

"okay we are here." I say and we all walk in. Luckily no one is here except the workers.

We buy our tickets and get skates and put them on.

We go out on the ice and Aryn skates around like she has done this many times before.

I can kind of skate, and I don't know about the other boys. Or Perrie.

We skate around for awhile. Zayn and Perrie went off to go get hot chocolate a bit ago and Liam and Niall got bored. So now it's only me, Harry, and Aryn on the ice.

I have been next to Harry the entire time, he is having troubles and Aryn is doing tricks in the middle.

"don't you dare leave me." Harry says as I am a about two feet in front of him.

I speed up a bit more and Harry is screaming my name. I get quite a ways away from him and I slow down.

"LOUIS!!" Harry screams loudly. I turn around and look at Harry. He looks angry.

"watch out!" Harry yells and points somewhere. I look over and see that Aryn is coming towards me backwards.

"ow!" I yell as she comes at me with a hard force.

"sorry. Sorry I wasn't watching!" she says as she try's to get up but fails.

I slowly get up and help Aryn get up. She try's to avoid eye contact with me.

"I'm sorry." I say to her looking at her face.

"no it was my fault." she says looking away.

"not about this. About everything." I say being completely honest.

"oh." she says quietly.

"do you not believe me?" I ask her.

"I don't know."

"I'm sorry. I'm completely honest. I didn't mean to hurt you."

"you should be." she says seriously.

"are you kidding me? I say sorry to you, I try and clear this up with you but you act like you are disgusted with me!" I yell.

"well maybe I am!"

"what did I do?!"

"what didn't you do?!"

"I am done! Just like Liam! Hash tag DONE!" I yell and skate away.

I don't know why she acts like that. why couldn't she forgive me? Am I really that bad? Do I really disgust her?

I get off the ice and take a seat next to Liam at a table and take off my skates.

Harry's POV

Aryn bumped into Louis and they got up and now are talking. I hope they make up. I seriously do.

"DONE! JUST LIKE LIAM! HASH TAG DONE!" I hear Louis yell and skate away. I stand there on the side with my eyes wide open.

What just happened?

Aryn walks over to the part where the hockey players sit and she sits down.

Louis skated off the ice and I see Aryn's head in her hands.

Should I go over to her?

Or see if Louis is okay....?

Well, Louis has the the other boys and Aryn has no one.

I skate over to Aryn and I hear her small cries.

"Aryn?" I ask quietly taking a seat next to her.

"yes?" she mumbles into her hands.

"what happened?" I ask pulling her into a hug because I know she needs one. But I bet Louis needs one even more...


"well, we bumped into each other and he said that he was sorry and I was stupid and said 'you should be'." he says.

"why'd you say that?" I ask. It was quite rude.

"well usually when someone says sorry I say that they should be. And I say it so much I guess it's just a habit." she says with a sigh.

"oh."

"but he should be." she say quietly. Really?

"what?" I ask her.

"umm, nothing." she says looking away.

"did you just say he should be?" I ask letting go of her.

"maybe." she says quietly.

"it wasn't entirely his fault. You had some mistakes too." I say to her.

"what do you mean?"

"it's not only him that made mistakes. You overreacted, You ran away, you aren't supposed to run away from your problems!"

"so you are siding with him?!"

"maybe I am!"

"good!"

"wouldn't side with you anyway." I say and skate away. Well, hold onto the side and carefully skate away...

I still like her. Even though we just had an argument, I know it sounds pretty bad. But, I know....

That I'm still loving that girl.

Aryn's POV

Why am I so stupid?

Why can't I just shut my mouth and not say what I'm thinking so much?

I need Jess, or Jordan. I need someone, anyone. I just really need a friend.

I take my phone out and dial Jordan's number.

"hello?" I hear her sleepy voice say.

"hey." I say quietly with my voice cracking. My tears running down my face.

"what's the matter Aryn? Are you crying? What happened?" she asks sounding wide awake now.

"we all went ice skating and I accidentally bumped into Louis and we were talking and my stupid habit made me mess it all up an then he said he was done and then Harry came over and we got into a small argument and he chose Louis' side and I obviously knew he would because they are best friends and he walked away. And now I don't have anyone with me and I'm the only one out here." I say really fast.
Excuse while I have a minor breakdown here!

"what about Perrie?" she asks sounding worried.

"she is with the other boys. And I don't want to face Louis or Harry right now." I say taking a deep breath, just to calm down my sobs.

"I'm sorry. I wish I was there." she says sounding depressed.

"I wish I had you." I say leaning my head on the wall behind me.

"I know." she says sighing.

"I don't know what to do. I'm not that brave to go out there, and I don't want to be in here alone." I say looking around.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what to do either." she says to me.

Perrie's POV

Louis came in here looking pretty mad. He angrily took off his skates and sat back in the bench. We are all pretty shocked about his actions.

"Louis?" I ask quietly. He opens his eyes slowly and looks over at me.

"yes Perrie?" he asks nicely.

"what's the matter?" Liam asks.

"I'm done. Just like you." he says with a fake smile. I just had to laugh, I don't know the whole situation, but that was funny!

"sorry, sorry. That wasn't funny." I say looking down at my lap after laughing.

"what do you mean you are done?" Niall asks.

"with Aryn." he says. That shocked me. I open my eyes really wide and I open my mouth a bit.

"what happened?" Zayn asks right before Harry comes in looking like Louis did when he first walked in here. He sits next to Louis and looks at him and shakes his head and leans his head back.

"oh good lord! What happened?" I yell.

"Aryn." Harry says quietly.

"we have accomplished this already! What happened?" I yell and Zayn laughs.

"well. I said sorry to her, and then she said that I should be. So then we talked a bit, well argued. And then she said she may be disgusted with me." Louis says.

"then I went over to her when Louis walked off and asked her what happened and she explained and then said that he should be sorry. And she just had a really bad attitude. Then I walked off." Harry says.

"oh, so she is in there alone?" I ask.

"yeah." Louis and Harry say at the same time.

"hmm, well I'm not picking anyone. But I need to get in there." I say and get up and walk in there. But I walk around the ice so that I didn't have to put my skates back on and I walk on over to her.

"Aryn?" I ask slowly opening the door thing.

"Perrie?" she asks looking up at me. I see that she has been crying.

"don't talk to me. I'm stupid, go with the boys. I'll just leave you guys alone forever. Go hang out with your friends." she says looking away. I hear her let out a quiet sob.

"I'm not going to do that because you are my friend too." I say taking a seat next to her.

"yeah, if you would choose, it would be them that you pick sides with. You've known them longer, you know them better. Just like Harry." she says.

"I'm not a person that chooses sides. Trust me, please?" I ask her.

"but if it came down to it, you would." she says and stands up and walks another way.

She pulls her phone out and does something and puts it up to her ear.

"hey.... Yeah, can you come pick me up.... 24 Hour Icy Skates.... Thank you." she says and hangs up, I'm guessing.

I guess she called someone to come and pick her up....

"you know we could've gave you a ride." I say to her.

"I don't think that would have been such a good idea." she says with a fake slight smile.

She gets up and walks to the doors and walks in the room with everybody else in, and I see she heads straight for the front doors.

I walk in when she is about to exit the front doors.

I see everyone but Louis and Harry looking at her.

"bye Aryn!" I yell, but she doesn't say anything, not even acknowledging my goodbye. I don't blame her though, I probably would have done the same thing if I was her. Even if people think its a bit rude.

"well, wasn't that nice." Harry says with an attitude.

"what?" I ask confused. Is it something that they were talking about? Or, was it about Aryn not saying anything back to me.

"she didn't even answer you." he says with a disgusted face.

"get over yourself." I say to Harry.

I roll my eyes and sit down next to Zayn on the edge.

"whatever." harry says chuckling. There is no point of getting into an argument with him. That would just cause more drama, that none of us need.


What if she never comes back? What if she never talks to any of us again?

"are we heading home now?" Niall asks breaking the awkward silence between us all.

"there is no point of staying here doing nothing." Liam says sighing. I wonder if Zayn, Niall, or Liam will miss Aryn.

Or if they even care...




A/N

So, I'm so so so so sorry for not updating in like...... A month and a half......?? I don't know.

HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEN!

The other day Story Of My Life came out.... To those of you that haven't heard it, it's heaven.

To those who have heard it, ISN'T IT??

The video comes out Sunday!! :)

This month will be the best month in my life, 1D Day, Midnight Memories, Salute, Thanksgiving, I'm pretty sure Union J's cd comes out, the AMA's.

Who's voted for that? One Direction is nominated twice, I've voted quite a lot...

And oh my gosh, the last time I updated was on Niall's birthday, in my authors note I said that y'all got me to 500 reads.... One chapter later it's at 1000 reads!!!

Yeah, I wasn't gonna update until I wrote the whole next chapter but since you made it reach a thousand, I thought you deserved it! ;)

The voting has gone up! ;) thanks for that. And the commenting has gone up a bit! I thank you all so much, an I love you!

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