Abused Love (One Direction fan fiction)

Its Over.

Aryn's POV

"thank you so much." I say getting in the car with Jordan. She came to pick me up from the ice skating rink.

"no problem girl." she says giving me a hug.

"so, where to?" she asks looking at the road as she starts to drive.

"um, well. Where are you staying at?" I ask curiously. Where is she staying at? She used to live with Jess, but since they got into a fight, she has to be In a hotel or something.

"well, I'm still living at my house. Jess is staying in a hotel." she says awkwardly.

"oh, I didn't even think about that." I say scratching the back of my neck.

"yeah..." she says trailing off.

"so what exactly happened?" she asks me.

"well, I'm quite stupid. I acted like a child. A total, irresponsible, immature, juvenile idiot." I say putting my head in my hands. My eyes get a bit watery.

"so what exactly happened?" Jordan asks.

"well, Louis apologized and I said he should be and he said he was done and then me and Harry got into it and Louis and Harry both hates me!" I scream as the tears fall down my face freely.

"now I doubt that." she says rubbing my back.

"but Harry went off with everyone else and I know that Louis hates me, and the way Harry acted, he hates me. It's obvious." I say sighing.

"just, go take a nice long rest. You deserve it." Jordan says pulling into her driveway.

"thanks." I say jumping out of the car and walking to the front door. She unlocks the door and we walk in and I walk straight to the spare bedroom.

I sit on the edge of the bed and stare at the ground. The tears are still coming out of my eyes and falling down my face.

Pretty much this past year has been horrible, but then again it was so incredibly amazing....

I don't know what to do anymore.

It was so horrible with John, but I thought it got better once I met Louis. I thought right for awhile, until everything came crashing down on me, or us.

I just want everything to end. I want to go back home with my parents, before I met Louis, before I made a great relationship with the boys, before Jess and dean got married, before I was beaten to a pulp by John, before I loved John, and before I met John.

I wish I could just erase this past year.

Go back to when Jess and Dean was just dating, when we were amazing friends, when we would do everything together.

Where did that go?

Now Jess and dean are like.... divorced, maybe. Dean and Sam hate each other, me and Jess aren't I guess 'friends' anymore, I feel like crap. I just want it to end...

Maybe I could. Maybe I could just end it all. Who would miss me? Jordan, Sam and Perrie?

They could get over it soon, Perrie would have her gorgeous boyfriend to go to for comfort, and Jordan and Sam have each other.

Hmmmmmmm............

I'm gonna need something that will get straight to the point.

razor blades? No, not fast enough.

Hanging? No, that would take too long.

Just a straight knife? No, they could save me easily. Unless I do it in the right spot..