Life Of A Pregnant teenager

Chapter Four

*7/14/16*
Dear Batman
Today is so hard on me my baby girl has to be hospitalized because she stopped breathing and I'm so glad Dakota was there with me so calm me down but she is OK she just needs be on oxygen for couple days so they can let her come home but as a teen mom this is the most scariest thing that I will ever ever have to go through and I hope parents or Teen Moms to never have to go through this this is the most scariest part of your child's life and you want nothing to happen to your baby just think a child's life is so precious like Jayden's I'm even lucky to have her she was born 4 months early

*7/25/16*
Dear Batman
Today is like 103 degrees outside and I have to walk everywhere. Jayden and I are going to go to Dakota's house and a fan on the stroller so she doesn't over heat she has a fan that my mom bought her. But I'm going to see if me and Jayden can stay the night with my hubby and have fun staying the night by playing video game and watching movie

*7/30/16*
Dear Batman

Well I'm scared out of my mind I might be pregnant and I really don't know what to think why do I fuck up. what should i do im scared this is one of the most scariest times of my live

*9/1/16*
Dear Batman

I have been in school for three weeks now and I just want to go home with my baby girl, I think it's stupid that I have to go to school while my daughter is at home. My boyfriend barely came to school today because he had foot surgery on the 15th of august. He told me that he misses Jayden and the way he looked I thought that he was going to cry but I know he won't cry. But I miss him. I have no classes with him which is sad, I don't even have lunch with him. I want to be with him, I want to be able to hold his hand and kiss him. I wish he was with me right now but I know that I can't have him all the time which I wish I could, I walked him to class today which was nice because I will only see him two times a day which is sad because I wish that I could see him more in a day but it will never happen, I can't wait until next year because I will be taking college classes as a sophomore. I want to get out of school, I'm two years behind which isn't good because I have a daughter that needs me to get a job to pay for her clothes, her food and her hospital bills, and be there for her like a mother should, my daughter was premature when she was born I think she was 3 months premature, well I saw my boyfriend again in the hallway it was amazing. all I can think about is Jaden and how she is doing and what she is doing

*9/15/16*
Dear Batman

Today is going to be hard I have to take care my cousins kids and Jayden today, I'm kinda scared. The stomach pains have gotten worse and I think I need to go to the hospital to get checked out and to make sure I'm OK. I tbh think I'm pregnant but my boyfriend says that I'm not and I just think he just doesn't want me to be pregnant bcuz he's scared and I'm also scared but at the same time it would he OK because I already have Jayden and my nephews Derek and Erick living with me because there dad fucked up and lost custody. Their mom does drugs so she can't take them so they came to me which is really sad. The only reason the courts gave them to me is because my daughter is well taken care and bathed every night and has clean clothes. Which I have to go home and clean more clothes I forgot lol. And by the way class is boring and I don't want to be here, but at times it's fun.

*9/23/16*
Dear Batman today I have been feeling like shit and I don't know what to do I have taken two pregnancy test. I'm freaking out I no clue what to do

*11/8/16*

Dear Batman

I took a pregnancy test and it came out positive and it's scary, Dakota and I are no longer together and it's his baby and I'm scared, Jayden is only 6 months old and I'm pregnant again wtf is wrong with me, why can't I be normal. Well my new boyfriend, his name Chavin, he's by fair the best boyfriend I have ever had and I couldn't ask for anyone better. But mine and Dakota's baby is gonna have a great life, well I hope so. Sometimes I lay awake thinking about my babies and what kind of life they will have with me, and also I'm moving back to Lovelock and Jayden will be able to see Samuel, well I guess but it's gonna kill me when he doesn't want anything to do with her.
(Later that day)
*phone rings*
Savannah answers the phone. Hello, who is this.
The person on the phone says it's Samuel, I heard that you and Jayden are moving back to Lovelock and I want to see her but I know you won't let her around my mom and I respect that, but please Savannah don't keep her from me please I'm begging you. Savannah say, you can see her, we go back to Lovelock every weekend, why do you want to see her now ?, I lit seems like you never cared about her to begin with. Samuel says, I have always cared I just didn't know how to ask you if I can see her, she's my daughter too. It seems like you don't want me to see her. Savannah says, I have never said that I told you can see her, but you never came to see her so don't blame this one me Samuel blame this on yourself. Savannah hangs up the phone. Later that day Samuel texts her I'm going to take you to court for our daughter I don't think she's in a good place with you. Just wait Savannah live isn't what you think it is, she will be in my care and let's see if I let you see her. Remember dear carma is a bitch!!!!!

*11-9-16*

Dear Batman

I answered the phone it was Samuel, Hello I said, hi Samuel said, how are you I said, he said that he was great but that he was sorry for yesterday and that he didn't mean to be so rude and that he didn't mean what he said and that his mom is kicking him out because he wants something to do with his baby. Than I told him that he could come stay with Jayden and I for a whole until he finds his own place to stay, oh thank you so much I couldn't thank you enough for what you do, first you carry my child then you let me stay with you two, I can't wait to see my daughter he said no problem it will be nice having you here with Jayden maybe she'll grow up knowing her real dad.