Bloody destiny.

Kindergarten.

I've been thinking very long what to start from. So here is the beginning of little psychopath.

Little kid that started going to the kindergarten. Mom wasn't able to look after me. Because of work. Also she was  in the hospital, so i even couldn't spend time with her. She asked her best friend to look after me.
You might ask why friend and not father?
Well when i was 4 years old,he left me and my mom after 10years of living together. He found young woman and fell in love with her. She was good, not like my mom. My mom always hit my dad,she was very abusive,she always shouted on him and she never treated him like husband. Also later, she told me that she have been cheating on him for a very long time. But he still doesn't know that.

But we will get to that later

Now about kindergarten...
Well as a kid i was very shy and anti-social. At the first day, i came there, got dressed and met other kids. I was always chubby, so some kids already laughed at me. I smiled but i wanted to cry. I remember how i always used to talk with adults only. Also i never slept when i had to. I was too active to sleep, so most of the time i went to the toilet and just sat there watching through the window.
When the game time came, i tried playing with other kids but they were all too dumb to me, so i just stopped even talking to them. I always was standing by myself in the corner while others were playing. When mom's friend came to take me from there she asked why i never play with other kids and just sit in the changing room waiting for her to come. All what i said was that they are too boring and stupid for me.
Well she told about that to my mom. So they asked me if i would like to go to other kindergarten. I told that it will be pointless, so my mom talked with her friend and they decide that i can not go there. I was really smart and i just didn't need to go there because i already knew how to do stuff. So after 1 week of going to the kindergarten i just ended up living with mom's friend and watching tv or playing computer games. Also we were most of time outside.
When i was 7 years old, i already knew how to read,talk and write in 2 languages.
And that's when the school have started...

~Sorry for the story mess, but my head isn't the best place. So the further you go, the more you will know about me. For now it's all real. Whole story till my 17 years will be truth. Because i'm 17 and i want to tell you everything about me. But after that the story will be made up. That's when the dark world in my mind will be shown.  So hope that you all will be patient. And don't judge before you know more about me. Because with time you will understand everything. Sorry for my mistakes and messy stories.