Bloody destiny.

Mother

I thought that now i should tell about my family a bit. and about my mother's past.

So when she was a child, she was reckless and loved going to parties. One day she went with her friend to a party. After some hours, everyone left and she was with her friend at the house with 2 boys. One boy took her friend to a room making out and stuff like that. She was left with other boy. He tried kissing her. She said "Stop. I want to leave" and all what he said was "You are not going anywhere tonight". She got really scared because she knew what was coming so i don't know clearly everything,but she managed to jump through the window from the 2nd floor on a little roof bellow and from that roof to the ground. Without shoes she just ran home. Everything was good after that. at that point she was like 14-16 years old.

Then i don't know at how old,but still being a teenager she got raped by old man. She never told me a lot about it,but all i know is that happened.

Now let's skip a bit further to something like 18-20years old. She met her first love Brone. He loved her to death. She was everything to her and it seemed like real love,but then he asked to meed his best friend coming out from jail,because he was busy that day. And then she met his friend Kester,he liked her and flirted with her,she flirted back. They fell in love. Brone cried over her very long,because he really loved her. Then at some point she got pregnant and got a son from Kester. They named him Arthur. When Brone met her again,they talked and he said that he is not angry and still wants her. And he doesn't mind that she has son,because he told that he would take her with him,but she still said no.
Little did she know...
Kester was psychopath. Jail changed him,he have been in ail almost all his life. 
And he was really jealous,so she abused her a lot,she even tried to shoot her,but the bullet flew near her shoulder. Also he used to drag her by the hair a lot. After some time he found another woman and left her. 

Then she found another man who is my father. His name is Alexander. She loved him for many years,but now she was dominant and abusive woman. And he didn't like Arthur, because it wasn't his kid. And no one cared about Arthur. He always was at his aunt. And well he didn't have the best life. He got in jail when was 17,because he stabbed a man with a knife few times. (Then there was second time in jail a bit later. And also then happened the 3rd time. When he with friend killed a business man. His friend got to sit in jail till the end of his days and my brother got 15 years(he got in jail for 3rd time when i was 7 years))
Well My mum spent many years with my dad and got pregnant. She wanted to make her 4th abortion,because she didn't want to have me,but my brother being a teenager said that he really wants that child. Everyone told her to keep me. So she finally decided to keep me. Brother named me Julia. And then i was born. When i was about 2 years old she met Brone again. He told her that he still loves her,and would take her with 2 kids. But she rejected him again. And after that she never met him again. Why? Because he became the member of mafia and after few years got killed. 

As i told before,my dad left her, her parents was dead,my brother was in jail and all what she had was me. She loved me,but always was shouting on me,hit me.

And then the school begin...