I thought it's so hard
To forget how I feel for you.
Just wanted myself to stop
Thinking about everything you do.
I hate myself for cherishing
The moments I spent with you.
I'm praying hard to let this feeling go
'Cause I am feeling so guilty and wrong,
Knowing I should focus on Jesus alone.
Praise God in the Heavens above!
Glory to Him that holds my heart!
I could proudly say to all right now...
It feels good to be so close
To you every now and then,
Sweeping away the thought
Of singling you out from them,
Acting natural in front of you
With no ounce of awkwardness.
Smiling and laughing genuinely with you everytime.
Always enjoying the moment and having a great time.
Without fast heartbeats, I could now look you in the eye.
Having realized that it could be this easy
To see you as a best friend, a brother to me,
It feels nice and absolutely stress-free.
Not thinking of complicated things,
Going with the flow and so carefree,
Putting this matter in the hand of Father dear.
No more tears of disappointment
Getting better in handling my sentiments
Checking and guarding my heart's well.
For I know, in God's rightful time
He'll lead me to the faithful guy
If I will put Him first at all times.
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I let go and let God. He is now holding the pen of my life. :)
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Poesia"Oh, let me warn you, sisters in Jerusalem, by the gazelles, yes, by all the wild deer: Don't excite love, don't stir it up, until the time is ripe-and you're ready." Song of Solomon 2:7 (MSG)
