Entry 5: I feel like I'm blamed for everything

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Btw, I'm watching the stupidity that is The Republican Blah Blah Convention crap.
So ye, and also I have been holding this feeling in for a long time and I need to let it out.
You may be asking, why is he complaining, he has such a happy life!

Well I try to hide my feelings a lot because if I say something it back fires on me, all the freaking time. Or told to be more censored and stop being rude. But I am sick and tired of people fearing me. It's always my fault, I always fail.

I am always the failure, the bad guy, the villain. And I'm tired of it, I apparently do everything wrong and it tears me down. My own parents blame me for things I didn't do and my brother tries to expose me all the time. And they wonder why my triccolomania is getting worse!

It's also my friends, they can't understand how I'm feeling. They don't care if I'm struggling cuz they're not there most of the time to even do so!

Well that's my rant for today...... that I'm a worthless piece a failure trash that can't do anything but be the villain.


Triccolomania~ a stress disorder in which a person excessively pulls out their hair, causing baldness.

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