My Stone Heart is Breaking(Levin X Reader)

Will He do it

Things to look out for
Y/N=your name
M/N=middle name
M/U/N=made up name
L/N=last name
W/T=weapon type
W/C=weapon color(s)
A/C=Armor color(s)
H/C=hair color(s)
E/C=eye color(s)
F/C=favorite color
V/N=village name
L/T=lord title(what the villagers called you)
T/C/N=teasing childhood nickname

Y/N's POV
Two months
before you ran away

Levin was so nice enough to let me stay at his house for the time being but it doesn't feel right or should I say he doesn't feel right,he caught me crying as I listened to my music box and that's not what I wanted anyone to see,but one day I feel like I lost totally control of my body. I stood up from where I was sitting and walked to the kitchen,I grabbed a knife and knelt down,I was ready to stand myself when I was stopped.
"What are you doing?"
It was Levin,he was holding my hand stopping me from stabbing myself. Tears rolled down my face and he wrapped his free arm around me. My hand started to shake,I drop the knife and hugged Levin from where I was sitting.

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Present day
Levin's POV
I searched the whole village for Y/N but she was no where to be seen.
"Where is she."I said to myself as I was walking toward the dock when I say one of Y/N daggers laying on the ground just outside the gates.
"Not again." I sigh and take off running in the direction the dagger was facing

Y/N's POV
I woke up on the ground of the ruins with my eye patch on,my head was pounding but I snapped out of it as soon as I heard footsteps coming this way. I hide behind a pillar and pulled it my W/T,I waited for the footsteps to come close enough for me to get that person by surprise when I heard the person call my name.
"Y/N,where are you?" It was Levin
I took off running in the other direction trying so hard to create distance between us.
'I have to get away,I don't want to hurt him.'I thought
I took a sharp turn and hid behind a tree.
"Y/N."
I heard his footsteps stop in front of the tree I was behind.
"Please go away."I whisper
Levin walked behind the tree and wrapped his arms around me when he saw tears running down my face
"Why did you leave?"he asked
I push away from him and turned away.
"I'm gonna end my suffering."I mumble
"What are you talking about?"he asked
I grabbed his shirt and forced a kiss onto his lips,when we parted I let go of his shirt and turned around hiding the tears rolling down my face.
"I love you Levin,more then anything else but I can't keep going if I know that one day you'll ether kill me or the spirit and I don't want to hurt you anymore then I already have,I want you to live a happy life,I want you to live knowing there's nothing to hold you back,"I say trying to hold back the sobs "Levin you're a lord of a village and you need to know the village is safe and with me around it won't."
"Y/N,I would be the way I am today if it weren't for you,I want you by my side,"he said "I don't know how I would live with out you,I love and I will always love you."
"Then this a choice for you,kill me or I end myself,the choice is up to you."I hand out W/T to him,his face in complete shock