Tricks and Traps

Chapter 4

Aira had nothing else to do and Mari was taking a lot of time fixing some things so, Aira decided to continue reading her entries starting from notebook 12.

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August 09, 2009

Here's a short story..

Sora was always pestering this hot headed, stoic person named Kenji. Sora was doing all those things because she liked Kenji a lot, and she feels that Kenji also feels the same. That Kenji was just shy or afraid to confess. That's why one day, she decided to confess her feelings to Kenji.

"Oi! Kenji! Wait! I have something to tell you"

"what is it?" annoyance were visible in his eyes.

"i like you and I know that you like me too." she said bluntly.

"sorry but don't get too full of yourself Sora. Is it because I let you tease or make fun me that you've arrived to that silly conclusion? Wake up. Did I ever gave you a hint that I like you?" and with that Kenji left Sora crying.

Then raindrops started to fall..

-end-

It's short as usual. I don't really feel that this entry and the story goes together. Why? Because i feel so weird today. Meeting someone. And the weirdness I feel doesn't go well with that kind of story. But, who cares. Right? Seriously. Im all weirded and it's not so me. -.-

As I wrote earlier, I met someone. That person is also around my age and is also a patient here. Amazing right? It was my first time to meet someone here in the hospital who has the same age as mine and that person doesn't know about my existence and neither did I know of his existence (or I did know, I just don't remember). Usually people around me will greet me and Im like, I don't know you... So yeah, I can say that the weirdness I feel is a bit happiness

P.S. that person was so stubborn and won't give me his name. I was captivated by his hazel orbs that's why an image of it kept appearing in my mind. Here it is [sketch of someone's eyes]

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August 10, 2009

Now, literally now, I'm standing at some bridge nearby. I was allowed to go out of the hospital anyway and I sat down. The place is amazing and I'm not great at describing things so.. I'll try to sketch it.

[a sketch of a wooden bridge hanged by a sturdy rope at both ends and the ropes were also used so that people could grasp it.]

(a.n: sorry im not great at describing either. Lol)

And now, im sitting there. My hips are supported by these ropes and my feet is wiggling to the air. The atmosphere here feels so relaxing.

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Aira noticed that some space were left at that page then there was a continuation on the next page.

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Today went great. My hands are shaking my knees trembling. I think I can't walk with that feeling but fortunately, I was able to keep those feelings until reached my room. Talking, walking together, laughing a lot for the first time (or is it? I don't know), doing crazy stuffs with that guy is just amazing. Good thing I always read the 'entry before today' entry. I noticed that the eyes that were drawn on the previous entry was the same with the guy I met. When i asked for his name, he said "you won't remember it anyway. So why bother?" I was confused but now I think I get it. Such a stubborn guy. Well anyways, let's just hope that I'll see him again.

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The days after August 10, 2009 were all the same. Aira meeting that nameless guy and she would constantly draw something..etc. things were like a cycle. A cycle in which both of them never get tired of repeating again and again and again. Until..

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July 17, 2010

I re-read like all my entries because the day was about to end and I feel completely EMPTY and I don't know why. I have a strong feeling that I was happy these past few days, weeks or even months and my premonition was true. After re-reading I know that I was really happy and someone was helping me in attaining that happiness. I feel so confused. I didn't see that guy today. I feel so close to crying but tears won't fall. Im still hoping that any minute now, he'll knock on my door and complete my day but nothing. I feel really sad today.

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July 18, 2010

I read the previous entry and Im all confused now. Anyways, today went fine. Everything was normal. Im just feeling confused and just like yesterday, i feel empty. Nothing much to say I guess. I played with those cancer patient kids. I taught them things I did when I was around that age. That's all.

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Then slowly, things were going back to its normal phase; a day without that guy, writing short tragic stories, drawing nice scenery..etc. Until that entry in which a guy appeared--the guy who has the same features with the one she sketches-- and that 'unnamed guy' was.. Named. After hours of reading, a short time of speaking, Aira said out loud and unconsiously...

"I need to see this guy..

And I WANT TO BE CURED"

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UPDATED! ^.^ Sorry if it took a while. Hehe. It's corny, I know. (esp. the last part. lol) Anw, thanks for reading <3.