Love Of A Lifetime

Confession

Kirstie P.O.V

We were making our way back to the hotel Avi was driving and it was very quiet in the car and I dont know why I mean he said that this night wasnt about sex that he just wanted to be with me. The funny thing is I kinda wanna be with him that way and that scares me more than anything I mean sex is supposed to be about love right? Is it possible that I've fallen in love with Avi already I mean thats not possible right.

"Hey babe whenever we get here i have to go to my room and grab some clothes."

"Okay ill give you my extra key because I have to go talk to Scott and Mitch real quick."

"Oh okay did you forget to tell them something at the studio? "

"Yeah and its important, I'm sorry baby it wont take very long i promise."

"Hey Kirst theres no need to apologize i know whenever something is important you're gonna wanna tell your best friends and im cool as long as i get some time tonight its all good."

"Of course Avi tonight is about us and its gonna stay that way so do you wanna meet in my room in like an hour. "

"Sounds good."

He kissed me quickly and went to his room once he went around the corner i took off running to Scott and Mitch's
room once i was in front of the door i started banging on the door.

Scott answered the door looking alaramed " whats wrong kit?"

"Scottie we have a problem. "

"Kirst whats goin on?"

"I think i might be in love with Avi."

He looked at me wide eyed and in shock.

"Scott who was at the door?" Mitch said coming in to the room he took a look at me and then Scott "Kirst you broke him." When we didnt respond he started to get serious.

"Guys whats going on?"

"Im in love with Avi, and i dont know what to do about it."

"Awe sweetie" he said sitting down next to me and hugging me.

"Scott maybe you wanna help because our little princess is going through a hard time right now."

That somehow snapped him out of it and he was immediately at my side.

"Im sorry Kirst but how do you know that you're in love with him."

"I realized in the car ride over here that i wanted him to have me like all of me and you know i always have said that i would only be with someone that way if i loved him, and when i realized i wanted to be with Avi like that it clicked i mean everything did the electric current that flows through me when he kisses me and touches me it all had to mean something so i figured it out im in love with him, everything about him the way he smiles,sings,laughs, that look he gets when he concentrates, and how sweet he is all the time, im just in love with him and i cant tell him because i dont wanna scare him off."

"Shit, Kirst you got it bad i dont think ive ever heard you like this." Mitch said.

"I know and i dont know what to do about it but i gotta go."

"What where?" Scott said.

"I have to go back to my room Avi is still coming over."

"Oh well good luck Kit-Kat and if you ever need anything you know where we are. "

"Thanks guys love you." I said walking out the door.