Heavy Dreamer

Make a wish

They say when you make a wish you must be specific, because if it's not you won't be heard by those who will grant it. They say it's because a wish like "I wish something good will happen" has to many possibilities, that all those multiple outcomes are the exact reason why it goes unnoticed. They say wishes are the most important thing and thats why only the clearest ones can make it through to be granted. But then again thats what they say...
Ive made many wishes in my life in multiple ways and at random times, but one night I made a wish. A wish that from then on would bring a certain level of fright to my life, one that would have me worrying "Will this be my last time? ".

(standing on front porch in the country side watching the moon shine bright while it blankets the dark sight around you in a beautiful light)
I wish I may. I wish I might. Make a wish on the first star I see tonight.

Only if I knew then that wish would come with some very different results than I ever expected.

I wish something great will happen one day soon theres nothing really specific but I want to escape more than anything that is without having to die of course, I hate my own kind my own species with all my heart. We do nothing more than destroy to fill our own wants and once it's filled demand more. We've destroyed the beauty of our planet forsaken nature and morals and I soon fear god will be next. I just want to escape to where I truly feel I belong because I can sure say I never felt like I belonged here, I've always been drawn to the woods like somethings calling me and once I'm inside I feel at home and never want to leave. It just so much better than the world we live in, I just can't help but wanting to go and live there while I forget all life outside. Actually yeah I don't really have a exact on the dot specific wish but if someone really is listening I want to escape. I want to be in the woods and live with a different species of a completely different type, I believe in all myths like wearwolfs, Vampires, elf's, and even dragons after all anythings possible. But I also want to join that species too, whether it's by a separate unknown blood line that has yet to show or if I have to be mutated through a bite or scratch or something of the kind, I want to be whatever I end up joining but all this must wait till I finish highschool that's just something I've got to do for my own personal goal. And there's one last thing though it's stupid I know but this is just me I want to make how I excape a little interesting I want to be kidnapped whatever reason I don't care as long as its not going to lead to rape or assault or some stupid stuff like that. It's you throw the best you've got and I trow the best I've got. So if there is someone listening and you are planning to grant my insane wish, I won't go down without a fight so be ready because I just might be harder to snag than you thought.

After that wish I felt all tingly like magic was in the air and like a game to end all games was about to begin and I was the main player in it. It felt like troops and forces beyond any comprehension were being rallied at the call while I stood there alone in the middle of nowhere, just smiling at the star I wished on while being full of the feeling that I had been heard and the challenge was accepted.
Yet believe it or not I was still a fool. I decided to try and rationalize. I pushed most the feelings down until they disappeared and decided it's best I not let silly fantasies get to me now when I was so far into life already. I decided it was best to try and forget that magical night.

But soon enough I realized that wasn't going to happen..