Homestuck x reader sadstuck

John

You heard a happy voice from downstairs after the door opening and being shut.
"Hey (y/n) I wanted to see you real quick so I could tell you something!."
You honestly didn't know if John was ever sad or grieving.or why he always seemed happy no matter what.
You were interrupted bye your bedroom door opening and closing.
"Hey (y/n) I wanted to tell you that-"
He stopped in mid sentence due to your crying figure sitting on the bed.
"(y/n) what happened?"
He said while walking over to your bed.
He sat down next to you,soon you just gave in and told him what happened.
Everything surprised him quite a bit, you never told anyone about your past but they always thought that it must have been amazing due to you always being happy and cheerful.
You saw him crying a little and decided to hug him,laying your head on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry I didn't realize sooner (y/n)"
"It's okay John,it's not your fault"
"I feel like it is though."
You brushed some hair out of his face and looked him in the eye.
"John I never told anyone but you and you didn't know,don't make yourself feel guilty when it happened years ago,okay?"
He nodded as a response.
You looked at the clock and yawned.
12:47 pm
"What were you going to tell me?"
"Well I......may or may not really really like...you"
A faint blush appeared o his cheeks as he waited a response.
"May or may not?"
You said, even though you knew he meant that he did.
Not knowing what else to do he leaned forward and kissed you.
You were surprised but soon melted into the kiss.
You both soon pulled away due to needing air.
Both of you yawned since it was late.
"Well I can leave if you want since its late (y/n)"
He got up but stood there waiting for you to say something.
"Can you stay?"
He blushed but nodded and sat down on the bed.
You both laid down cuddling each other and soon both of you fell asleep.