All Alone

Chapter: ♡04♡

Chapter: 4♡

Kiana-

I was sleeping on the guest room bed the was so comfortable. I opend my eyes the TV was still on and I had on the pajamas that Lisa gave me. I walked out of bed and went downstairs. Lisa was drinking coffee.

"Coffee?" She asked handing me a cup.

"No thank you. I actually have to get ready for the ultrasound that's in a couple of minutes."

"Oh yeah, i forgot. You don't have any clouthes do you?"

"Nope."

"Hear you could wear some of mine. Come on."

I followed her into her room and she pulled out jeans, a shirt, and brand new underwear so that I could take a shower. I wore the bra I had on because I didn't like to wear people other personal stuff unless it's brand new. I took a nice hot shower for 10 minutes. I got out getting myself together and walked downstairs so that I could leave.

"You ready?" Lisa asked.

"Yeah."

We walked out and got into the car. The doctors was only like 10 minutes away. We stopped at mcdonalds to get some breakfast. I just wanted orange juice and hashbrowns because I didn't feel so well. Then, we were at the doctors. I had to sit in the waiting room watching everybody having

A beautiful family theyre kids were getting along smiling. Before a tear dropped, The doctor called my name.

"Kiana Smith!"

Me and Lisa stood up and followed the nurse into the pregnancy room.

"Kiana you could lay right there on the bed."

I did exactly what she told me to. She asked me to lift up my shirt. She put this jelly stuff on my belly and rubbed it with a monitor for the belly.

"Is there anything in there?" I asked.

"I'll let you know."

I was done.

"Is there anything in there doctor?" Lisa asked.

"Yes. It is a baby. Now I don't know what the gender is, but you'll have to come back next week on the 23rd."

"that's a tuesday Lisa. Who gonna take me?"

"I will. Thank you."

We walked out the office and into th car. I started crying.

"Honey, why are you crying?"

"What do you mean? If I tell my mom, she'll hurt me and my dad....I don't know what to do. Why live?"

"Honey, Suicide dosn't help...You need to talk to someone."

If this girl don't stop calling me 'honey'.

"Why?..I just wanna get it over and done with."

"So youre saying you wanna go home?" Lisa asked.

"Yes."

She started the car and we drove to my house. She pulled up and I let myslef out.

"Hey, If anything happens, call me."

"Ok."

I shut the door and went upstairs. I opend the door Dad? He was sitting on the couch with Kim.

"Hey. Where were you?" He asked.

"Out."

"Out where?"