All Alone

Chapter: ♡06♡

Chapter: ♡06♡

Kiana-

I was up watching Matilda. It was Tuesday I choose not to go to school. Then my phone rang I looked it was Lisa. I was mad at her for Monday. I ignored the call as my phone buzzed for a new voicemail. I silded to unlock to listen to the voicemail. This is what it said:

"Hey, Kiana its me Lisa. I know your probley mad at me from yesterday, but I'm sure you forgot about the ultrasound today at the clinic. Just call me back if you change your mind or need a ride. And I'm sorry about Kim. Hope she's gonna be ok. Bye"

I got dressed forgot to take a shower because I had to hurry. I didn't know what time I had to be there by. I put on my dark jean shorts, My pink and white plaid aeropostale shirt, and my pink and black Jordan's. I called Lisa. She didn't pick up the first time.

"Come On! pick Up!"

I called again and she answered.

"Lisa!'

"Kiana! what happen?"

"Nothing. Could you take me to the clinic for my ultrasound?"

"yeah. why aren't you in sc-"

"Look no questions! just come get me!"

"Ok! im coming now''

I hung up and waited downstairs. I was the only one in the house my mom no where to be found, Kim in school, dad, in jail. Hoping they keep him in there. Saturday we going to court for my dad. I looked out the window and she wasn't there. I watched TV to keep me occupied while I was waiting. I looked out the window there she was waiting. she beeped as I got my jacket and locked the door behind me. I got into the car and put on my seatbelt.

"Kiana" Lisa said.

"Yeah?"

"Two questions."

"Yeah."

"One are you still mad?"

"Not really."

"And are you keeping this baby?"

"Look could you just drive"

''No. I need to know"

"why?''

''Because Child Services might take the baby"

"what? why? I mean Lisa you wouldn't let them do that right?"

''If I had a choice, no. But its not a choice. Its a statement"

''Wow, I actually trusted you."

"What are you talking about? ITS NOT MY CHOICE KIANA! ITS THE GOVERNMENT CHOICE!"

"Just drive.."

We drove to the clinic. We got out the car and sat in the waiting room for 20 minutes and waited for the nurse to call my name.

"Kiana Smith!"

She directed us to the mommy and me room. I sat on the bed and Lisa sat on the chair. She closed the door and asked a bunch of questions like "Will you keep the baby." Or "is their father around?" Like its none of your buiessnuss.

"Alright let's get started with the ultrasound."

She put the jelly like stuff on my stomach and moved the control thing around.

"Having trouble finding the heartbeat." She said.

She kept moving it as I'm praying to god that my baby is alive.