Kik - Joshler

-Fourteen-

Josh's P.O.V

It's been three months since I last spoke to Tyler, he broke my heart, I told his friend Brendon that I didn't want him to talk to me ever again.

In these three months, Patrick managed to get us both jobs at the Starbucks near my house. And I can't complain, it's pretty good pay, plus there's lots of cute guys there!

It was just another normal day at work, same routine, mostly the same customers, the same questions and the same drinks. It was about 1:45 and Patrick was on the phone to Pete whilst making peoples orders, causing a little bit of a delay round the front.

"Pattycakes! Get off the phone with Pepe and help me out here, there's like, 15 people waiting for coffee and another 12 waiting to order!" I playfully yell at him, I know I can't yell at him meaningfully because he's really sensitive.

About another ten minutes pass and the commotion is finished. "Hi welcome to Starbucks!" I say not looking up from my drawing on a napkin, it was basically a picture of my emotions. It was a broken heart that had been half stitched back up, the words from our conversations were written all over, like "I love you" and "Jish" and "Ty guy" and lots of other things.

"Um... H-hey, could I a tall iced shaken peach green tea lemonade?" the male voice asked (A/N I've never been to a Starbucks so I actually searched for the Starbucks menu! My life is sad). "Yeah, sure" I say, turning to Patrick to tell him the order "Who's it for?" I asked, once again, not looking at the man. "Um... T-tyler..." the voice trailed up.

I looked up and there he was, but he looked... Different. He had huge bags under his eyes, he was shaking, his hair was a mess, his cheeks tear stained and he was itching at his wrists.

I looked back at Patrick "It's for Tyler..." I tell him through gritted teath, Patrick catching on that it was that Tyler. "J-josh... C-can we t-talk?" his voice cracking as he spoke.

"About what Tyler?" I accidentally snapped back, causing his lip to start quivering. "A-about u-us.." he said as a tear fell down his cheek. I sighed "What about us Tyler, the fact that you made a bet with sixhead that you could fuck me before the end of the week, hm?" I growled at him, causing Patrick to laugh and Tyler to let a few tears run down his face.

I groan and take my break, sitting opposite from Tyler. "So?" I say, not looking at him. Patrick gave Tyler his drink (I also ordered a tall caramel frappuccino (A/N Shoutout to my friend Carys for telling me that I should try this x)).

"I-i'm so fricking sorry Josh!" Tyler cries into his sleeves, which for the first time ever, are long and hanging over his hands, and it's the middle of July, somethings not right.

"Tyler" I sigh "You broke my fucking heart" It's Tyler's turn to sigh, "I-i know" he whispered into his hands, I noticed a slight red colour to parts of his sleeves where his wrists are.

"Tyler? Are you okay?" I ask reaching over for his sleeve only for him to pull his hand away. "I-i'm fine..." he replies, obviously lying. I grab his wrists carefully and roll up his sleeve to see tons of cuts and bruses.

I look at him, tears forming in my eyes, whilst they continue to pour from his. "W-why?" I ask sadly "Y-you wouldn't c-care..." Tyler stuttered.

"Of course I would care Ty, I really care about you, a-and..." I trail off "And what?" he looks up at me confused. "It doesn't matter" i sigh looking at my drink. "Tell me" he says softly as he sits down beside me.

I look over at him as he looks at me, happiness hiding behind his eyes. I lean forward and kisses his lips softly. "Does that answer your quest-" I was cut off by Tyler reconnecting our lils, wrapping his arms around me. I smile into the kiss, wrapping my arms around Tyler's waist.

We were interrupted by Patrick walking over to us. "Um... Josh? Your breaks over." says quietly. "Um, okay Pat (A/N POSTMAN PAT, POSTMAN PAT, POSTMAN PAT AND HIS BLACK AND WHITE CAT), I'll be there in a second" I reply looking at him for a second before looking back at Tyler, his beautiful smile planted on his face.

"Text me later baby boy?" I ask, standing back up from my seat. His face literally lights up. "YES! I mean... Sure, no big deal" he blushes making me smile wider. I kiss him on the cheek before going back behind the counter.

"So, you two a thing again or?" Patrick asks akwardly, he was never good at asking questions like this. "We never officially were a thing Pattycakes, but he's gonna be mine, and nobody can stop me" I reply watching as Tyler happily leaves the shop.

I look over at my phone that just beeped, smiling at what had appeared.

*New message from Ty 😊*

A/N

YAY! JOSHLER! I'm sorry I couldn't keep it sad for too long.

Also I wanna know two things...

1.) Should I add more people into a conversation with Josh and Tyler (like meeting eachothers friends)?

And

2.) Do you honestly like this book? Don't be afraid to say it's shit, coz it is.

Stay alive frens x