Arrange Marriage With My MATE

Chapter 10

RYAN POV

I was standing by the window looking outside when mark enter the room and stand behind me to see what I am looking at

"You know you don't get anything by avoiding her"

"What that supposed to mean"

"We both know what I mean .........you avoid her from the day she enter in this house ...you don't talk to her nor look at her, and not giving her any attention, you know you are making this situation more complicated  ...Right"

"No...this is more simple than complicated and it's not like I avoiding her.... I talk to her"

"oh really ....because every one can see that you are avoiding her ...saying only yes and no is not talking  Ryan ...every one can see that every day on breakfast table so....don't talk like an idiot"

I stare at him in anger

"Sorry alpha.....but I mean to say that it's not making the situation any easy ...today or in some day she is gonna burst from anger and frustration its good if you talk to her before that"

"There is nothing to talk about, she know about everything and it's not like I'm doing anything wrong"

He just looks at me and shook his head

"I came to give you the documents....you ask for, here they are

He put documents on the table and leaves the room I turn to look again outside the window; she is sitting in the garden with Emma on her lap playing. In these past few weeks she befriend with both Emma and Kate. I am happy that she has someone other than Johanna to talk. I turn from the window when I saw Kate looking at me and sit on my chair , what mark said its true and I know that what I am doing is really complicating the situation but I want to avoid the situation as long as possible I know its totally coward but I don't know what to do about it

I try my best to make her or to stay away from her as much as possible .but every time I see her I want to talk to her like we talk before our marriage but I know I can't  do that . I even put her in guest room but every night when i walk passed her door just want to turn around and go in her room ...to see her ,talk to her, know her but I control my self. I don't know why my wolf so eager to stay nears her, to stop him to get more frustrated because i'm not talking to her I just look at her from distance. he get happy to know she is near by , we didn't spends that much time together so why he got so attached with her...... I don't know may be because we bonded together otherwise why he act like this ....he never act like this for any other female wolf not for even Jane .

Johanna not even talk to me now except in front of pack but its always formal I remember when she came to talk to me about what I have done

I was sitting in my room that day when she comes

"What's going on?"

"work"

"its not what i'm talking about"

"then what are you talking about" i ask while looking at the papers i'm reading

"Really ....don't act like you don't know what i'm talking about .......can I know why are you doing this to her"

I just keep looking at the papers because I know she is angry more like disappointed in me

She is talking to me in very calm voice, and that only means she is angry, if you look at her right now you see her face is expressionless

"Are you going to answer me?"

"What you want me to say"

"Nothing much  ...I just want to know why she is in guest room, why are you not talking to her, why you didn't introduced to her to the pack,"

I sighed and put that papers beside me

"It's because the guest room is her room, and there is nothing to talk about and she is just a member of the pack, so there's no need to introduced to her to the pack"

"is that what its gonna be  like she is not just any member she is their alpha female, you married to her and that give her right to be with you and live with you in your room not in guest room....she is your wife.....this room is her room ..And even a pack member is to be introduced to the pack......"

"We just married because I don't have any option and because that what both elders and his father wants"

"But you are married to her ....." this time her voice raised and I look at her to see that she is truly angry

"Because I don't have any choice you know if I have choice I don't marry her"

"but now you married her, and its your responsibility to take care of her and make her feel welcome in this pack...you need to accept her...in this pack, in your room and in your life" now she is shouting at me, I never see her like this in my life and that make me mad that she care about her so much that for her she is shouting at me , she never shout at me even when I am a kid and do something  wrong

"NO I DON'T HAVE ANY RESPONSIBILITY OF HER, SHE KNOW WHY SHE IS MARRYING ME SHE KNOW WHAT HER LIFE IS AFTER THIS MARRIAGE, SHE STILL MARRY ME SO ITS NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY AND SHE IS JUST A MEMBER OF THE PACK LIKE EVERY ONE I DON'T CONSIDERED HER AS MY WIFE SHE IS JUST A DEAL BETWEEN HER FATHER AND ME, THAT'S ALL AND I DON'T WANT GET ATTACHED TO HER  ,MY PACK IS NOT NEGLECTED BECAUSE SHE NEED ATTENTION I HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS  IN MY LIFE  I TOLD YOU ALREADY , I DON'T WANT ANY MORE " i shouted in alpha voice

She just looks at me with her emotionless face and just asks me one thing that froze my whole body

"Who are you?"

With that she leaves my room

From that day Johanna don't talk to me even don't look at me I try to talk to her many times but she just treat me like an alpha i am.... First I blame Anji for it, more like try to blame her but I can't.

I sighed and look at the documents mark put on my desk

'Is it really my fault, is I'm doing wrong with her, she knows every thing about this marriage. I just don't want to repeat what happen during that week when I am with her before our marriage. I totally neglect my pack ...it's my responsibility to take care of my pack but I forgot about it I don't want that to happen again. my pack is my first priority and every thing comes later but that week when I am with her its like different I don't have any stress I'm happy actually enjoying my life and that what scares me , that if i got with her again I neglect my pack again .....And it's not the time right now I really need to concentrate on my pack to get it established permanently, to have safe future for my pack member and for it if I have to be heartless then so it be'

i know its short but i hope its good

i really want to show you guys what ryan think about the situation and also whats going on his mind 

in next chapter anji going to confront ryan 

so keep reading and i gave you a new chapter soon 

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