Don't Tell (Emison)

Chapter 6

*Author's note -> I made a trailer for this book. You can just click the video above ☝🏼 and watch it. And I really hope you like it. I've been staying up all night to make this shit. Lol 😂

This is the song I've used for the trailer. In case you liked it but didn't know the title:Ariana Grande - Touch It
I love this song so much 😍

Now, time to get back to the story! 😋✍🏼💗

Chapter 6

Emily's Pov

Jesus Christ, why did Mrs. DiLaurentis let the girls in? In fact I couldn't blame her because she thought we were just sleeping. Literally. Oh, God, I should've thought this before. Alison wasn't ready for something like that. But they are our best friends, aren't they? Why did she have to make it such a huge deal? Besides they have always been super supportive with me. And I was sure it would be the same with Alison. Why wouldn't it?

But Alison didn't seem very happy to see Hanna and Spencer that morning while we were still naked on her bed from the other night. I could see it in her eyes, they became deep blue. She was really nervous. I didn't know why she had to put her reputation in top of everything. After all we are just humans, anything could happen. But she hated to admit that, she wanted to be another kind of human, the undefeated one, the one that liked to submit everybody, the one that was always spotted and that person that people would always point at when she was walking confidently in the streets.

After a minute in silence when the girls were about to leave the room, Ali was the one that broke the suspense: "What did you do, Emily?!" - she yelled at me and got out of my arms. Omg, she was turning into an actress. She winked at me so that I could keep playing the role. At first I was about to do what she was asking me, but then I thought: "Stop, Emily! You have done too much for this girl and she doesn't even respect your feelings. You have dignity and nobody is going to throw that away like a piece of shit! Not even her..."
She wanted me to act like I raped her or what? That crossed all the boundaries.

"I'm tired of this, Alison! I know I promised I was going to be patient with you because you said you love me, but this is over the limits! I don't know what to believe anymore! If you loved me, at least you would think a little bit for me, but you just care about your fucking reputation. And I'm so stupid that I trusted you. I trusted you after all the times you played me. I'm not your doll, Alison! I'm not something you can feel good with and then treat like trash whenever you don't need it anymore!" - I finally said what I had been holding inside of me for so long. I was so freaking angry. Girls were kind of terrified because nobody was expecting an explode like that from me. But I just felt kind of better when I let all that anger out of me. But still I was so broken.

"Emily, I love you! Don't do this to me, please! I'm sorry for hurting you, but I'm trying to fix this. I just need more time, I told you. And this...what happened today was unexpected." - she finally said while her tears were burning her eyes turning them red. But it was too late. I couldn't tell if she would never hurt me again. I was so tired of that. After all, we weren't even in a real relationship. The sooner I'd give up, the better it would be for me. I knew I was being selfish, but God, how could I be selfish when I knew I needed her the most? I wasn't in the way to falling for her. I had fallen for her a long time ago. There was no turning back anymore. And trust me, I had fallen harder than ever. There was no exit. No way to get back at the start. I was going to be hurt in every way.