Alone, With You {BTS x Reader} DISCONTINUED

~ Chapter 1 ~

{ Your POV }

It's been a month about a week I've moved to Korea and... I moved here alone. My parents thought it would be a good idea to send me too 사자 High (Don't ask why I chose 사자) I mean don't get me wrong, I toured the school and it seems pretty nice but, I'm all alone in this huge place and its quite frightening. I have a small apartment to myself with only a small bedroom, bathroom, living room and kitchen. It's okay but, very old and broken. I remember walking in the house for the first time, with the cream walls cracked and the carpet with some stains, and just thinking

'What have I got into'

I decorated a bit so it's decent now. A couple paintings along the walls along with all my bedroom decorations from my old room back home in (Y/C).

Choose your room:

The view is pretty cool, my apartment is nearly on the top floor so it's nice. One wall in the living room is all windows, the view is just outside the horseshoe shaped complex so really all I see is a bunch of buildings, cars and people. At least I don't have to stare directly into someone's window... Like from a meter away.

I miss it home, I'm not going to lie. I've left all my friends just to come to Korea. I don't think it can get much worse then this. I head down to my small lightly coloured kitchen and make myself a cup of green tea. I just sit there, looking outside the tall buildings windows, thinking.

Tomorrow I start my first day at school and I'm not going to lie, I'm a bit worried. I'm super prepared but, I still have a pit in my stomach. I pull out my phone and stare at the case.

I attempt rub off the smudges on the screen using my finger but, using my finger just made it worse. I sigh realizing that, that was a stupid idea. I unlock my phone to a beautiful background of my home town. I struggle to fight back the tears of missing there. I slap myself in the face forcing myself to suck it up. Going straight to Twitter, I tweet some cheesy jokes and what it's like in Korea. People would send their best wishes to me and "hope you have a good time"s I smile at the thought that people care but, I slowly realize that I have absolutely no food in my house. Shit

I make it to the small grocery store just by walking there. It was like a 10 minute walk and God knows I needed to get outside because over the past few days I've been here, I've been settling in and studying my Korean. I'm pretty fluent in it but, I just want to improve. The grocery store shelves are filled with all sorts of foods. I'm pretty used to eating foods like this because that's basically all I ate at home. I fill a small basket full of food, pay and head home.

It's a nice walk home. Very content and peaceful, that is until you get downtown by my apartment complex. Then it's a busy mess. I rush home hoping to avoid any eye contact with anyone or embarrass myself like I did all the time at home. I don't want to make a fool of myself in Korea... I want to impress, make someone out of me.

The door flung open as I pushed impatiently to get into my humid house. I throw the bag of groceries onto the Formica kitchen counter top. The food poured out of the bag like a river. Luckily I had mainly solid food except for my aloe water and milk. The rest was just bowls of instant ramen and some occasional snacks and my favorite cereal (C/N). Damn, that shit is good.

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It's around 7:00 and I just finished eating a pack of instant ramen for my dinner. I really should be eating more healthy but, cheap is ideal and cheap is mainly unhealthy and plus, ain't nobody got time for being healthy. After I finish digesting my food. I run a hot bath and pour some bubble soap in it. Mmmm lavender. I sit in the bath, soaking in the scents and let all my emotions sink deep. I sigh in relaxation then the dark thought hits me

'School tomorrow...'

SHIIIIIIIIATTTTT. I'm doomed. That's it. I'm going to die. SAVE MY SOULLLLLL. I'll just pretend I'm sick for the entire time I'm here. Nobody will notice!? Oh fuck of fuck oh FUCKKK. I'm going to die here.

Okay (Y/N) calm down... Just relax... It's going to be fine. It's just school. If worse comes to worse, I'll just go back home. If my parents don't let me back home, I'll be homeless! Problem solved. Kind of. Not really. I just hope it's not a repeat of two years ago...

~Flashback~ (WARNING: Please don't read if you get upset over bullying. Read at your own risk.)

"Oh look what we have here" A girl with deep red hair laughed sarcastically

"What do you want, Maylen." I said, kicking the grass and looking down.

"Oh I don't know. Maybe for you to go kill yourself." She laughed, spitting at my shoes.

I stared at the grass as a tear fell down my face. I tried to wipe the tear away before she saw that I was hurt.

"Ohhhh, cry me a river darling." She grinned, pushing me to the ground.

I remember lying there, trying to get up but, her foot pushed on my stomach so I couldn't get up.

"Look everyone! Clumsy (Y/N) fell over!" She called out so everyone would come, after all... She was the most popular girl in school.

I remember her wiggling her foot around my stomach and chanting

"(Y/N)'s got a whale stomach!"

I looked at my stomach. It wasn't even big, everyone's stomach moves... she just made me feel the worst I have ever felt in my entire life.

People crowded around us and laughed. All I did was sit there and cry... Blank flace. Eventually I grasped her ankle and pushed it aside. I calmy walked away towards home, grabbing my bag. I remember hearing her voice shouting

"This isn't over."

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I hope you all enjoyed my first chapter! Don't worry, the BTS moments get here soon, you just have to know the story line in order to understand this story. Please continue to read and thank you!

~ Cal