Alone, With You {BTS x Reader} DISCONTINUED

~ Chapter 12 ~

(Heads up y'all, I'm not a Doctor... I know shocking, so anything medical I say is probably not accurate so keep that in mind)

I'm told that the operation that I will need to get will need to be done in America. Which leads me to not being here and probably not coming back for another year for a full recovery. I asked the doctors if there is anything in South Korea that I could get done or ever Japan as it's far closer but unfortunately, with a case as severe as mine, they don't have any options. Apparently when I was in the water, I somehow managed to fill my lungs with a decent amount of water. It doesn't seem severe but when I was shown the X-Rays of what it was doing it honestly made me shit bricks.

Not going to lie, I'm dreading going to America. I just wanted to stay in Seoul where I actually had friends. And plus, after a year away from here, my friends will all probably forget me. There isn't much I can do about it though. I have to get it done whether I like it or not. The doctors said I'll be on a flight to America in about 2 weeks so they have time to arrange things. Luckily they offered to take care of that stuff. For the meanwhile, they said I can leave the hospital only for a short period of time and I must return in order to reduce risk of anything serious happening. So I suppose that's good news. At least now I can smell fresh.. ish.. air. I mean sure I may not be able to walk very far but they gave me a wheelchair which I'll probably never use because I'm too awkward to control it and I'll probably run into a million people.

~ Time skip to the next day ~

I wake up in the same room, with the same smell, same sounds... but not the birds or the wind whistling but more of the occasional crackling of the AC, and even screaming from patients across the hallway. I don't know where everyone is... as in Jin, Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoseok... etc. Not going to lie I kinda miss them. It's rather lonely in this room, even though I can leave, I don't really have the energy to stand up. Im aware that the nurse told them how long I have until going back to America but Im still worried taht I wouldn't see them .. at all. Augh, O should probably stop thinking about that, I want to try to be as positive as I can here. Shortly after, I hear my phone buzz. It's a text from Taehyung;

Taehyung: (Y/N)!!!

I sigh, a grin crawling onto my face. I laugh quietly as I open my phone into KaKaoTalk.

(Y/N): Taehyung!!!

Instantly my phone explodes with different pitches of buzzes indicating.. it was not just Taehyung.

Your hope: (Y/N) oh mai gah, you need to come to the atrium we miss you!!

(Y/N): It's been one day, Hobi, chill

Even though I miss them so much more.

Augst D: Hey, come down.

(Y/N): T-T Im tired, be patient

Though now I wanted to see them even more.

Mama Jin: I made you food! Hurry up!

(Y/N) 0PpA, I'm going to explode with all the food you're giving me! Give me a bit plz

Despite wanting that food SO bad, jesus, I'm hungry.

Moanie ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°): Hurry up woman, we want to see you T-T

(Y/N): Boi imma take as long as I want. Jk imy

I'm questioning why I'm still in bed.

No Jams: I lost my jams, can you come and help me find them? I miss ya

(Y/N): I think your jams have been long gone. I'll be down in a bit :)

When really I wasn't close to being ready to go down.

Jungcock: Stop ignoring us! Come down!!!

(Y/N): Oml says you Mr. Ignores me every day >:|  give me a min

Okay now I really should get ready. I don't know why they are in such a rush.

I slowly pull my limp legs off the side of the bed and make my way to the minty coloured bathroom. I place my hands on the sink as I suddenly get blasted with a wave of dizziness. I close my eyes tightly and inhale deeply and puff, trying to gather myself together. Thankfully, I open my eyes and instantly because relaxed. I look up at my dry face and pout as I inspect my pale and ill looking lips. I turn my head slowly side to side and quickly splash my face with cool water. I gasp as the water falls off my face, embracing the coldness of the water. I laugh, grabbing the towel beside me. I check my phone and it's already been 10 minutes. Oh for fucks sake, hurry up, (Y/N). Beside me is a pair of gray sweatpants, banana flip flops, and a oversized white t-shirt with a small peace hand sign on the top right corner. I barley remember buying this shirt. I wasn't even sure it was mine.

I quickly... but still slowly put on the clothes, feeling the warmth against my skin. I rummage through the washroom cabinet and remember someone bringing a small kit of hygienic to me along with some personal things such as perfume, jewelry, and some makeup. I dab a pit of perfume on my neck and put a light coat of mascara on my lashes. I finish the rest of my hygienic routine, put my banana flip flops on, and head downstairs.

I wonder what's going on?

Yes hello, I'm back. Now my life is far from chill but I just needed to put out another chapter so I forced myself to. I think the reason that I'm feeling unmotivated is because frankly... I HATE THE BOOK! Yes shocking but I hate it. It's not what I wanted from this book and maybe I can turn it into what I want but I don't want it to be a million chapters long. So I don't know y'all. I need advice

++ THANKS FOR ALL THE VIEWS OML ILY GUYS
~ Cal