Chapter 18

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My mind is in a blur. .

For the past three days my brain stops functioning and my mom takes full responsibility to fix all my papers my family is so excited about me being accepted in Yale university. .

Who wouldnt anyway? ?

But i dont feel any happiness at all. .

My mind is somewhere else. .

Im leaving like a zombie for three days and my mom assumed that i was just excited that i stop functioning. .

And my mom is so willing to fix everything. .

Passports, visas , everything. .

Even tha packing of my clothes. .

While i just sat there in my room. .

Completely useless. .

I also cried at night. .

This is something i cant just say no to. .

Ive been dreaming of this arent I? ?

My phone is dead too. .

I didnt even charged it. .

I cant even bring myself to answer my friends call fron the landline. .

My door burst open. .

Zeke, Anne and China stood there. .

They look at me with understanding visible in their eyes. .

My sister must have told them. .

I suddenly feel a huge lump in my throat. .

My eyes watered. .

My eyes hurt. .

I cried. .

The three of them hugged me. .

" everything will be ok Skye. ." Anne said

" i dont even know what to do anynore. .I. .I dont wanna leave. ." i said while crying. .

" ssshhh. . Im sure Trick will understand. .We know that he's the reason right? " Zeke said

" i. . I want to tell him everything. .About my feelings for him. .But whats the use? Im leaving him. ." i wailed. .

" it doesnt matter Skye. .As long as you tell him about your feelings rather than leaving hin without an explanation. ." China said soothingly. .

They look at my pathetic state. .

" stand up. .You still have a date. ." Zeke said

" but. .---"

" no buts. .Youre hurting yourself. .And youre hurting Trick in the process" Anne scolded me. .

China just look at me like im a toddler. .

I sighed. .

" o-ok. ." I croaked

they didnt argue with me when i chose to wear a faded skinny jeans. .A black V-neck shirt and a hoody. .

I just finished tying my chucks when my sister burst in my room. .

" Trick is downstairs Skye i dont think i can shoo him away this time. ." she said

" so Trick is being honest when he told us that you refuse to see him. ." Anne made a tsk sound. .

" im sorry. ." i said weakly. .

My insides are churning. .

China just elbowed her. .

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