Suicide is my defeat

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I get my noose
I loaded my gun.
I'm tired of life
This game isn't fun.
I took out my pills,
I grabbed my belt
Pain seems to be the only thing
I've ever felt
I sit on the side of the river
Tying weights to my feet
I jump into the water
Suicide is my defeat
"I'm sorry I couldn't stay strong,
Things don't get better, All of you were wrong."
I smiled one more time
Fake joy resting on my lips
I signed my suicide note
And gave the world a goodnight kiss

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