I swear to fucking god that I am bipolar when it comes to this fandom.
Like, one minute I'll love it, the next I want to fucking kill it.
Just the thought of The Pack right now makes me want to throw my phone out the window.
It's making me feel really depressed to be honest.
I wish I could create my own world, my own OC's. (Let's be real, Mitch is my OC Tbh). I want to make everything my own. I want to draw my own characters, I want to create universes that nothing would make sense in. I want to write stories from different fandoms. But as selfish as it sounds, I'll loose a lot of you and I don't want that to happen. I don't want to loose my only friends.
I want to leave this fandom.
So bad
But then I get these periods, where the thought of leaving hurts, like, makes me really sad.
Just writing this is making me sad because I hate it so much.
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You seriously don't understand how much this is hurting me. I'm crying right now. I don't cry much.
I want to fucking kill all of this.
